Reaching a low point that reminds me of old.
But no matter how bad it gets I will never fold.
I am who I am and I will die this way.
I've watched myself fall trying to fill an empty space.
My determination will not change.
Even told I should find a way to be content, forget everything.
It's not my memories that bring me pain it's what I feel that I need.
My mental mind takes me into a fantasy.
Which I deserve and no words will get me to keep settling.
The night is a hell and I had an anxiety attack that felt like it could of killed me.
But after it completely left me feeling empty.
That to me is not a symbol for me to give up.
It's a symbol for me to realize exactly what I'm worth.
A soul told me I'm special and I deserve whatever I reach for.
That happiness is in my grasp and I just have to believe more.
And it's funny this is someone I have never leaned on so it impressed me.
I'm told to take pride in my strength and I do but what does that mean?
It was special when I learned that they would do anything to help me.
I feel like I've been in contact with a devil and that devil's attached.
And all the pain I've gotten rid of it brought the weight of it back.
If there is a devil around you will never recruit me.
Even if it means my own anxiety is what kills me.
I realize it might be me, I might be crazy.
Because I'm not just focused on me, I'm not the only one that needs saving.
It only takes one power in order to move.
It'll spread like wildfire if you stick strong to it.
You don't have to have a following or some strong movement
Just look into the people you already influence.
Let them uplift others aura steady and usual
Until the world can come together through the power you moved through em.
I will be happy, I will find happiness.
When I do I will pass it on even long after this.
What do you give that's achieved all that he asks?
The only thing you can give him is a chance to give back.
