Torn between 2 (A Brad Simpson/The Vamps fanfic)

Can't stop the feeling

A week had gone past since Tris' big announcement and I was still at home. I didn't have many lectures at uni so I decided to work from home for the week.

No one had really communicated with each other in the last week, the boys hadn't even been to rehearsals. It felt really strange. Tris decided to go back to London to avoid the others, Harry went with him. Me and Jen were both at home so spent the time catching up with each other.

'Sooo, what do you think about Harry then?' Jen asked with a smile on her face.

'What do you mean?' I laughed.

'Like, what do you think of him? Do you like him?'

'Yeah he's a cool guy, we've been getting along well recently'

'Oooohhh' she teased.

'Nothing like that! I was crying in his car the other day over flippin Simpson'

'Why were you crying over Brad?'

'I don't know.. I just, I miss him that's all. I don't think we ever got that closure between us, you know?'

'I understand. Maybe you should just tell him how you feel and get that closure Jas. It's only going to upset you more if you don't'

'But what do I say? It's been 3 years. He's probably over it now'

'You won't know until you try, right?'

'Hmm, I guess so. But, but I'm scared..'

'Scared? Of what? A 12 year old?' Jen laughed. 'Come on, it's Bradley Simpson for crying out loud'

'True' I smiled. 'Okay, I'm going to do it! I'm going to tell him how I feel!'

Jen jumped up and down clapping. She was right, I have to at least try or I won't know. I quickly put my shoes on and opened the door. As I opened it I saw Brad across the road, or at least I thought it was Brad.

I gasped.

*Brad's POV*

I can't believe Tris is leaving the band and replacing himself with some randomer?! Who even is this Harry Styles wannabe? Jas seemed quite fond of him. Oh Jas.. I can't believe she flipped out on me like that. I didn't realise I hurt her that badly. What am I meant to do without Tris being here? What's going to happen to the band? I really don't see it working without Tris.

A couple of days later I saw Jas, probably not at the right time though. She was standing in her doorway when our eyes met. My eyes widened as she gasped and ran back inside.

Shit.

Bradley you're such an idiot!

I quickly ran over the Jas' house. I can't believe I was such an idiot. I knocked frantically, praying she would answer. Jen answered instead.

'You need to go Brad, now'

'I just need to speak to her. Please!'

'Do you think she wants to speak to you?'

'Look' I spoke loudly because I know Jas was right behind the door, listening, like she always does. 'I'm an idiot, okay. It's not a secret. I'm sorry for what you just saw, I wanted to tell you but didn't know how' I sighed.

'Bye Brad' Jen said softly.

'Tell her I'll always love her okay'

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SOOOOOOO SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE!!

I've been major busy lately but now I've finally finished uni for the summer so can update regularly again!!

Sorry again! :( I hope you understand :(