Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 7

A/N: hey guys I'm back lol. Anyway, I'll be updating once a week and also, I'll try and update each of my stories by this Sunday (4/10/16) so that way I can figure out which day I'll be getting each story updated and also, I might put up one of my new storied up as well but not sure yet. I'm hoping next month I'll be able to update one of my own works that doesn't deal with bands fanfictions. Any who here is the next chapter :D

A/N: Hello everyone, thank you for reading it means a lot to me. Also, the original date for this chapter is 4/6/16. This chapter is officially edited as of 10/22/24. Now on with the story. 

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Chapter 7

Jen's POV

It's been a few days since I left home with Jinxx. Today they were playing at another venue and each time before they left to get ready Jinxx asked me if I wanted to watch them backstage. And I always rejected saying that I was tired and wanted to sleep. But the truth is that I haven't been sleeping these past few days. I was up all night, of course Jinxx didn't know because of the fact that I was staying in a bunk under him, and I acted like nothing was wrong.

They left an hour ago and I pulled my laptop out and started it up. Once I logged in, I went to my music and started to play Nightwish. While I had that playing and I went to take a quick sponge bath in the bathroom and then put on a black halter top and shorts. When I was changed, I decided to use my phone and call Case. I needed to talk to her. It's been days since I last spoken to her.

I called her on facetime, and she answered right away.

"Hey Jen, how is it going with your cousin?" Asked Case.

"Okay, I guess. I haven't had much time talking with Jinxx or the others yet because they are busy with tour. I can understand that. I don't want to be a distraction to him or the others." I told her.

"Jen, are you sleeping at night?" She asked me.

"No, I haven't been able to sleep, I've tried everything, but I haven't been able to sleep. I keep seeing her hitting me and then I get flashbacks of being raped and then her beating me when I carried the child for three months. I'm scared Case." I admitted to her.

"Jen calm the f down right now. Only Jinxx, me and Tommy know the full story. So please calm down so that I can tell you something," said Case.

I calmed down by taking a deep breath a few times and then I said, "Okay what do you need to tell me."

"You need to get out of the bus and go watch your cousin backstage. But you won't be able to do that tonight. So other than the flash backs are you doing? And no, you won't distract him if you try and talk with him in-between sets or what not." she asked me.

"Yeah, but Case I'm scared. I'm worried, I guess because the day that everything happened is coming up. The day I was raped and then when I lost the child. Now I think I made a mistake of coming with them. Maybe I should have not looked for him in the first place," I told her.

"What do you mean that you made a mistake by finding him?" said came a voice from behind me.

I turned around and saw Andy and CC. I turned away and said, "Case I'll call you later tonight I promise."

I ended the call and I didn't say anything to them. I remained quiet. I heard them move closer to me and one of them touched me and said, "Jen what do you mean it was a mistake?"

Still, I wouldn't answer them. I got up and went to my bunk and laid down and pretended that I was asleep though I wasn't. While in my bunk I heard them talking.

"Andy what are we going to do? Jinxx is really protective of her and I know that at night she hasn't slept," Said CC.

"I know CC. I know. But Jinxx told us that she went though some hard times, and she still is. What ever she is hiding well come out in the open," Said Andy.

"I know but Andy ever since we meet her Jinxx has changed. I mean we didn't know he had a cousin, but I remember seeing a pictures of her and Jinxx and at the time he told us that she was an old friend. He wouldn't give us her name or anything," Said CC.

"CC go back inside the venue. I'll be back in their in a bit," Said Andy.

I heard the bus doors open and close. Soon after foot steps walked in the bunk room and someone was leaning again my bunk, and that person was Andy. He didn't make a move to open curtain but he was leaning against my bunk.

"Jen I don't know what mistake you think you have made, but I do know that if Jinxx didn't get you out of your mother's house then I would have. I may not know you or what happened that you could only talk to Jinxx about, but Jinxx isn't just my band mate he is a friend and a brother to me. I will protect you just as Jinxx protects you and that go with the other three guys, hell even the army. If you ever want to talk just come to me. I may not be Jinxx or your two friends but I am willing to listen."

I got out of my bunk and looked at Andy and said, "Thank you Andy. I know I have secrets and that Jinxx knows them all. So please understand I'm not ready to talk to anyone about what I am hiding. Also thank you for talking to your manager to let me on the bus and join the rest of the tour. And I'm sorry if I am causing trouble for everyone by being here."

It was quiet and I pulled my blade out and just looked at it. Then I was playing with it. While I was playing with it, it was taking out of my hands. I looked up and Andy said, "I know you don't cut. But I don't want you to have the blade."

I smiled and said, "Your the first one who has taken a blade out of my hand. Thanks Andy. But If you don't mind I would like to come and watch the concert back stage."

He smiled and said, "Come on then. I believe Jinxx would be happy to see you watching him back stage."