Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 18

Jen's  POV

Ryan let us inside the house and I stayed close to Jinxx. It takes me a while to warm up to other people, mostly men.  Jinxx kept a hand on my arm at all times while walking inside the house to the back yard. 

I felt Ryan's eyes on me but I didn't let it bother me. I stayed quiet while we were walking. When we reach the back yard I saw a lot of people and hanging around the pool, over by the bar area, near the grill, also people near an area for smokers, then an open area of chars, tables, and past them was a small stage where a dj was set up, on the stage was a lot instruments for the bands to play if they wanted to. Near the stage I noticed people were dancing.

Jinxx pulled me with him over to where I guess the lead singer to falling in reverse was at. When we reached the guys Andy smiled and looked at me and then over at one of the guys. I stayed quiet while they were talking.

"Hey Andy, CC, Jinxx and Jinxx's girlfriend who I haven't met yet?" Said one of the guys.

"Hey Ronnie, this is my cousin who is like a sister to me. This is Jen, Jen this is Ronnie, Jacky, Derek, and you already meet Ryan," Said Jinxx.

I waved at them but stayed quiet. 

"Does she talk?" Asked Ronnie.

"She does, she's just quiet and I guess a bit tired since we just got back today," said Jinxx.

I glanced over at Andy and CC. I felt someone other than Jinxx touch me and I froze. I couldn't move or even dared to move my eyes to see who was touching me.

"Ryan, back the hell away from my cousin now and get your hand off from her," said Jinxx.

Ryan moved away from me and I didn't dare to look at anyone. I felt Jinxx wrap me in his arms. 

"Calm now Jen. Its okay. He didn't know not to touch you. I'm right here baby girl, I won't let anyone hurt you," Jinxx said. 

"I'm sorry," I said letting out the breath that I was holding.

"Jen its all good. Ryan always touching girls without their permission. But why did you freeze up like you did?" Asked Ronnie.

I looked up at him and said, "Its a long story. One I don't feel like going into."

Ronnie nodded his head and he said, "You have a pretty voice. So how do you like the life of a rock star so far?"

"Okay I guess. I'm not a rock star or anything. Jinxx is the one who is," I said.

Jinxx pulled away from me and I turned to look at him with my pleading eyes not to leave me. He sighed and said, "I'm going to get us some drinks. Andy's staying with you and Ronnie. Ryan and CC are coming with me okay."

I nodded my head and Andy looked at Jinxx and said, "I've got her. Just hurry up okay."

Jinxx hugged me and he walked off. I noticed that the other two guys walked away from us as well. I pulled my jacket even tighter around me. 

"So Andy is she always like this?" Asked Ronnie.

"No. But she hasn't had a good life. But besides that she's living with Jinxx now," Said Andy. 

I looked at Andy and gave him a weird look. I sighed and looked away when Ronnie looked at me and said, "So when are you going to talk?"

"Already did," I said. 

"Come on you can say more that two words. So how old are you?" Asked Ronnie.

"I'm younger than Jinxx," I said.

Andy laughed at that and Ronnie looked at me and said, "Okay your younger than Jinxx what else?"

I shrugged my shoulders. When I did my shirt must have ridden up and my make up must have rubbed off because I heard Ronnie gasp and looked at me.

"Jen what is that?" Asked Ronnie.

I glanced down and noticed that my shirt had ridden up and my belly was showing. I quickly zipped up my jacket and wrapped my arms around myself and looked over at Ronnie. He looked at Andy and then at me and then behind me. 

I felt someone wrapped an around me and I noticed it was Jinxx. I didn't say anything but I knew that Jinxx could tell that something was wrong.

"Ronnie what's wrong?" Asked Jacky.

Ronnie looked at Jinxx and then at me and said, "Jen I am going to ask you something. When Andy said you hadn't had a good life, was it because of those marks."

I froze and Jinxx place the food on a near by table and held me in his arms and said, "She doesn't cut. Something bad happen to her. Something that should never have happened."

"Jinxx-" I started to say.

"Jen its okay. Ronnie and these guys wont tell anyone. I know your scared of what they might think of you, but you shouldn't be. What those monsters did you is unforgivable. I'm just glad you never picked up a blade," Said Jinxx.

"Jen, I don't know you but from what I can tell that you are strong though you might seem weak. But if Jinxx and the guys are on tour and I'm not, just don't be scared to give me a call. I'll watch over you for Andy and Jinxx's sake," Said Ronnie.

I smiled and said, "Thanks Ronnie."

Ronnie smiled back and so did the other guys. Jinxx handed me a bottle of water and said, "That's all I could find. Sorry sis."

"Its all good. Water is better for you anyways. Oh Ronnie does it hurt to get a tattoo done?" I asked him.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because I was thinking about getting some done. The reason why I was asking you was because these meanies won't tell me," I asked. 

Ronnie laughed and said, "Depends where you get them done at. So where are you getting them done at?"

I glanced over at Andy, Cc, Jinxx, and the other guys and said, "If I show you, don't say anything to draw attention to us okay."

CC and Andy moved closer to me and I slowly unzipped my jacket and I looked at Jinxx and he knew what I wanted him to do. He moved his hands to my shirt and lifted it up while I looked away from the guys.

I heard then gaps and still didn't looked at anyone. I soon felt my shirt being put down and I zipped up my jacket. 

"What the hell happened to you?" Asked Ryan.

I sighed and I felt like shaking when Jinxx held me close to him and said, "You can do it. Its part of healing."

I sighed and told them what happened and when I told them that my own mother beat me and then I was raped more than once, they had shocked faces.

"I'm sorry that I touched you," Said Ryan.

I looked at him and said, "Its okay. You didn't know."

"So those words, the asshole carved them into your skin?" Asked Ronnie.

"Yep. I want them covered because I fell into depression, if it weren't for Case and Tommy, I might not have made it this far," I told them.

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A/N: This is it for this week. I'll be updating next week. Thanks for reading.