Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 28

Hours later I was still sitting on my bed and just writing. I must have been really into my writing because someone took my laptop from me. I looked around and I saw Andy and Juliet their looking at me.

"Hey guys, sorry if I didn't here you two knock," I said.

Juliet smiled and said, "It all good. Jinxx said you came back inside after Ash showed up with the girl he's been with for a month now. So what's up?"

Andy just watched us and not saying a word and I had a feeling that he was upset with himself. I glanced out my window and said, "Nothing much, just been writing and listening to music. Sorry that I have been distant these past two months. I've been having some issues that I've been dealing with on my own."

"What are they ?" Asked Andy.

I sighed and said, "Just things that I wish to keep to myself. Anyways Andy how have you been? And how have you been Juliet?"

Juliet smiled and said, "We've been really good. Andy has been worried about  me non stop since you helped us get back together, and also we have been worried about you. I know I came off as a bitch and I wanted to say that I am sorry. I know something bad happened to you. I realized what happened when I heard about the incident at the animal shelter. Yet I have a feeling there is more than what it states in the papers."

I sighed and said, "Andy and the guys already knows what happened to me. The guy who was killed at the shelter raped me and I ended up pregnant with his child. Soon after my so called mother found out and lets just say that I lost the baby. That same guy came back and it all happened again but I didn't get pregnant. I'm learning to deal with what happened to me when I was younger. I'm dealing but sometimes I find myself slipping over the edge. I didn't want anyone else to worry so I just locked myself away for awhile and distant myself away from everyone until I was able to talk about it."

Juliet had  a shocked look on her face. She held her growing belly and said, "I didn't Know, I'm so sorry. Please forgive me."

I looked at Juliet and said, "I forgave you long ago. I knew that you didn't know the full story so I couldn't blame you. Also you were upset because Andy was just being a sweet guy to me. And I'm sorry for making you feel like I stole Andy."

Juliet smiled and said, "Its all good now. I guess it was me being jealous of you. But now we can be friends and Andy said that he was confused as well. I guess we better head down and get some food."

They left my room. I got up and grabbed a blanket and walked back outside and sat next to Tommy and Cassie. Mai was talking with CC. I smiled knowing that she will be fitting in just fine. Tommy put his arm around.

"Jen I missed you so much. Cassie was driving me crazy and same with mom. Also I guess your mom hasn't changed at all. So Jen how is my sister from another mother?" Tommy asked me.

I looked at him and said, "I haven't picked up a blade. What about you?"

Tommy got up and grabbed my arm and pulled me to the front of the house and just stood their. I knew when he gets like this. He wanted to talk but not around people.

"Jen, Mai and I have been thinking about going to college, we still want to be in the band, but we want to go to college. I want to have something to fall back on you know," Tommy said.

I smiled and said, "I know what you mean. Cassie has her cosmetology, and I don't have anything, but you and Mai do need something to fall back on just incase we don't make it or just to have extra money. So go for it. I might go since I have nothing better to do."

Tommy picked me up and spun me around and said, "I love you sis. What would I do without you?"

I laughed and said, "I don't know. What would you do with out me."

We walked back to everyone and Tommy walked over to Cassie and they walked off and talked with one another. I walked inside the house to get a bottle of cold water. I opened the bottle and drank from it.

"Long time no see Beautiful," Said a voice, a voice that I knew all to well.

"Hey Ashley," I said without looking at him.

"How have you been?" Ashley asked me.

"Good," I said.

"Jen what's wrong?" Ashley asked me again.

Before I could say anything someone else entered the room.

"Ashes there you are. I have been looking for you all over. Whose this?" Said a girl.

It was quiet. I didn't turn around to face them or even care that no one said a word.

"Eve this is Jen, Jinxx's sister. Jen this is Eve," said Ashley.

I didn't turn around. I didn't feel like it.

"Wow she's rude. Well are you coming back outside where the fun is at or are you going to stay in here with miss boring pants," she asked.

"Eve can you leave so I can talk to Jen alone please?" Ashley asked her.

"Sure. But don't stay in here too lone okay." She said as she left the room.

Ashley walked over to me and turned me around so that I was facing him. But I looked down until his hands lifted my face so that I was looking at him. We looked at one another for seconds, minutes, and it seemed like forever.

"Beautiful why haven't you answered any of my texts or calls? Jinxx said that you look at the text and even listened to the voice mails. Why didn't call or text back? Did I do something to upset you?" Ashley asked me.

I sighed and said, "No. I just didn't feel like talking. Since the night he attacked me I just started to have nightmares again and I wanted to try and stop them myself."

"So your not avoiding a certain someone then?" Ash said.

I looked at him and said, "Ash you have a girl out their waiting for you. I need to see what Cassie and Jinxx want."

I walk out of the kitchen and back outside. I found Jinxx hugging Cassie. I smiled and walked over to them.

"Hey guys, I'm going to lay down for a little bit. I'm getting tired. I'll talk to you two later okay," I said.

I started to leave when Cassie grabbed a hold of me and said, "Jen what's wrong?"

"Nothing. I'm just tired from working a lot. I'll be fine tomorrow since I don't work. I'll see you tomorrow," I told her trying to will myself from crying. I couldn't let anyone know that I had feelings for a certin party play boy who could get any girl he wanted with just one looked and the sexy smile of his. 

Walking into my room I locked my door and closed my windows and curtains and turned on my raido and just laid down and tried to drown the world as everything around me was slowly fading to black as I slipped off into a sleep full of nothing but nightmares.

A/N: We'll there is Chapter 28. I guess their is all until I update again.