Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 32

A/N: Hey everyone sorry for the long wait. I'm trying to have at least a chapter ahead of this one. Anyways thank you all for reading and voting. Now on with the story.

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Chapter 32

Jen's POV

Later that night I walked home. When I reached my house, I heard everyone out in the backyard having fun and more than likely getting drunk. I didn't let it bother me too much. Shaking out of my thought, I walked inside the house and walked up to my room. I locked my door behind me.

I laid down on my bed and curled up and just laid there without thinking about anything. Closing my eyes I heard a knock at my door. I sighed and got up and to see who was there. When I opened it I was shocked to see Ash and Andy were both standing there with Jinxx and Tommy. I backed away from them.

Tommy looked at me and I knew that he tried to stop them. Tommy knew when I get quiet that it was best to give me a little space to sort things out myself. I sat down at my widow without looking at them.

"Jen, I noticed that you didn't come home with Tommy and Mai. So do you care to explain why you didn't come home with them?" Jinxx asked me.

I looked out the window and didn't give him answer. How could I when he knew why. He knew that I knew what he was trying to do. He knew that I didn't want to be forced to be with anyone. He knew that I wanted to be alone and to gather myself for a while and yet he was making this hard for me.

"Jinxx why are you doing this?" Tommy asked him.

"Because I know that she and Ash feel something for one another," Said Jinxx.

Andy finally spoke and said, "Jinxx this is between them. You were the one who flipped out when they fell asleep next to one another at his place. Why are you trying to fix what they don't want to fix?"

Jinxx sighed and said, "Because she needs someone Andy. Haven't you seen the way that she's been looking at him? Haven't you seen the hurt in her eyes when he was with that other woman? I can't stand that look any longer Andy."

I sighed and got the courage and spoke, "Jinxx spot. Please. I know you want me to be happy. Right now, I feel like I made a mistake of coming with you. Now please just give it a rest. I know that you want me to be happy. I will one day. But that day isn't today."

"Can you guys leave so I can talk with Jen alone please?" Ash said for the first time.

No one said a word. They all got up and walked out of my room. Now I was alone with Ash. I was scared. I don't know what to do. He scared me sometimes. I wasn't sure if this was a good thing or a bad thing.

It grew quiet in my room. We didnt say a word to one another. I sighed and thought about what was going to happen from here on out.

"Jen can we please talk?" Ash asked me.

"What do you think were doing?" I said back to him.

"Jen what is going on with you? why are you acting like you can't stand me? What the hell did I do to you?" He asked me.

I looked away and said, "I don't know. Maybe you should figure that one out yourself. I know Jinxx is getting fed up with me. It was only a matter of time. I'm not sure about Cassie, Tommy, and Mai. They might get fed up with me sooner or later. Everyone does. I know they do."

Then Ash did something that shocked me. He pulled me up to face him and he kissed me. I was shocked at first. Then I responded to his kiss. I kissed him back. I felt his hands on my waist and my hands were around his neck. His hands slowly went to my shirt and pulled it up. I pushed him away.

I turned away from him. I felt my tears falling from my eyes. I wanted this but the memories kept coming back. I felt arms wrap around me, and he was kissing my neck.

"I know I took it too far. I'm sorry. We can work though this if you can let me in. I want you if you will have me," Ash said.

I held him and said, "Can I just think about this please. I want this as well, but I need to think. While I'm thinking can you promise me that you won't chase another girl because I don't want to share."

I felt his pull me farther to him and he said, "I won't. If I do then I won't ask about you again. Please give me a chance. I'll give you three day to think. Do you want me to stay or leave."

I thought about that, do I want him to stay in here with me or do I want him to leave. I sighed and thought about that and l turned to look at him and kissed him. I kissed him and said, "I want you to stay but if you stay I wont beale to think. I need you to leave. But you can always come back over."

He sights . I got out of his hold and laid down on my bed and curled up and he walked over to me and kissed my cheek and said, "I'll come back up later before I leave to see you. I want you to think about it with a clear head."