Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 20

Jen's POV

Jer left the house with everyone but Andy, me, and CC. CC went outside to wait for the pizza to arrive while Andy followed me upstairs to get everything that we needed and start setting up. Andy carried all of the blankets while I got the pillows. We moved things around and laid out everything. Once that was done I walked upstairs to my room. 

I changed out of my clothes and put on a black veil bride shirt and then I put on PJs bottoms on. I brushed out my hair and stood in front of the mirror. I looked at myself and noticed that I've changed a little since I've been here. Sighing I walked over to my bed and picked up my lock box that I had made years ago and looked though all of my things and picked up my blade and started to play with it.

I heard a knock on my door. I looked up and saw Andy walking in. Of course he walked over and took my blade from me and said, "Why do I ways find you playing with a blade?"

"I don't know. I play with them and I never cut. So why did you come up?" I asked him. 

"Jinxx called and said that they were stuck in traffic and that it would be another hour, and CC took his car and drove down to the pizza shop to wait for the pizza," Said Andy.

"I have a funny feeling that Jinxx and the guys are leaving us alone for us to confess our feelings to each other or something," I told Andy. 

He looked at me as he sat down next to me and said, "Well I feel the same way. But Jen what do you feel about me?"

I looked over at Andy and sighed and said, "I'm not sure. I do feel something for you. But Andy you broke up with Juliet and you need time to heal. "

Andy pulled me to him and said, "I know that I broke up with her, but I haven't felt any love for her in a while. When I found her cheating and the way she was acting towards you I couldn't deal with it. So are you willing to give us a try?"

I sighed and looked at him and said, "Why? Why do you want me Andy? I am broken, and damaged and I'm no good."

It was quiet and then Andy kissed me and I kissed back. His lip ring sent chills down my spine. Soon I deepened the kiss. We broke and Andy kissed my neck. Andy picked me up and set me on my bed. When I watched as Andy was crawling up to me and soon we were kissing again. His hands went to the edge of my shirt, as he was pulling it up I froze. 

"No, Andy stop please," I begged him as I pushed him away.

Andy got off from me and said, "I-"

"Just go Andy. Please," I told him.

"Jen I would never hurt you like he did. I got caught up in the kiss," Andy said.

I started to shake and knew that Andy needed to leave because I have a panic attack. I couldn't look at him. It was quiet and I said again, "Please just go Andy."

I wasn't shocked when he got up and left. I picked up my phone and texted Jer. 

To Jer:

I'm not feeling well. So I am not coming down for the movie night.

From : JEn

To Jen:

Okay. Did something happen? 

From Jer

To Jer ;

Nothing happened.

From Jen

To Jen:

I am coming up. Talk to me because Andy just left, and he looked like he was slapped in the face.

From Jer

I picked up my blanket and pulled it over on me and Jer walked into the room. When he saw me shaking, I was scared. Jer didn't move closer, he looked at me and said, "What happened?"

"Andy. We were talking and I told him that he wouldn't want me. I told him that I was damaged and broken. We started to kiss and I loved that kiss, but things got out of control and my flash backs started to run in my head. Jinxx I'm damaged and there is no way that someone like Andy or any guy could ever love me," I told him.

Jinxx walked over to me sat on my bed and said, "I believe that Andy loves you, but you are still starting to get to know us. I love ya sis but know that if you still need more time then okay. I'll talk to Andy and hopefully that he'll understand and I know that he will. Now get some sleep. You had a long day."

Jinxx went to get up, but I pulled on his hand. When he looked at me I said, "Can you please stay with me, just until I fall asleep."

"I will."

Jinxx POX

Once Jen was asleep I walked out of her room and went back down the stairs. Ash looked up and said, "What's up?"

I sighed and said, "Can you call Andy and see if he would come back. I need to talk to him and the rest of you guys."

Ash nodded his head and he went to call Andy. I walked into the kitchen and sat down. I was beyond pissed at the bastard that hurt Jen, and now that Andy kissed her, I don't know how she'll react. I wasn't sure how long I sat their thinking back Ash and the guys, plus Ella walked into the kitchen and sat down. Andy looked like he was upset. I sighed again and shook my head. 

"I need to tell you guys something. When Jen was attacked all those years ago, she some times get flash backs. When Andy and her first kissed it was okay, but I guess things almost went a little farther, but I'm not upset at that. I just want you all to understand that Jen feels used, dirty, damaged, and she's broken. I want you all to be aware of her and what she does for now on," I said. 

"Jinxx I didn't mean to se-" Andy started to say.

"Its all good. She needs time. Jen thinks that no guy would want her. So Andy I know you like her, but please take it one step at a time," I said. 

Andy looked at me and said, "I will. I like her a lot Jinxx and I won't hurt her I promise you."

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A/N: Well another Chapter, another week, another A/n. Anyways thank you for reading. Happy Holidays. Comments are welcome. Thanks for reading, comments, and what not.

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