Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 10

A/N: Happy birthday CC and also RIP prince.

A/N: Well, I'm back at it again for editing this story. Original published date is 4/21/16 and the edited date is 10/30/24. Now on with the chapter. PS this is a work of pure fiction.

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Chapter 10

Jen POV

That night I couldn't sleep. I tried sleeping but my dreams went from dreams to nightmares. Nightmares that didn't want to deal with. I sat up in my bunk and turned on my iPod and started to play whatever was on my playlist. When Evanescence weight of the world started to play, I calmed down and started to sing the words softly. Until the darkness washed over me yet again.

When I woke the next day, I sat up and looked at my phone and noticed that it was 10am. I go out of my bunk and started to get ready for the day. Once I was done, I noticed that Andy and Jake were up, and they had food from some fast-food place.

"Hey Jen, what's up?" Asked Andy.

"I just woke up, so I don't know. Why do you ask?" I asked him as I sat down at the table with my head down.

"Are you alright after what happened last night?" Asked Jake.

"Good question. I'll know when I find the answer. It just sucks that you guys know my secrets and now I'm worried what Jinxx will think of me," I told him without looking up.

"He loves you, Jen. He's been beaten himself up every time we would play a concert, he would try and scan the crowd and look at the girls at the meet and greets. He told me about you and what happened to his uncle and that you just vanish," said Andy.

"Ugh. Don't remind me about that. It sucked for not being able to see my cousin. Now I have him back and I just don't know what to do," I said as I lifted up my head.

I pulled another blade out of my pocket and started to play with it. I watched how Jake was giving me a look. Then I just focused on the blade as if I was lost in a trance of some sort. I wasn't sure how long I was playing with it until it was taken out of my hand. When shook my head, I looked around and saw that Andy had the blade and he threw it out the window and he was lucky that no one was driving by.

"Really Jen. That was the seconded one I took from you," said Andy.

"It's not like I cut or anything, if you think that's bad you should read one of my stories in my notebooks or laptop."

Jake looked at me and said, "Let's see, you don't cut, even after everything you been through, but you would write a story that's-"

"Yep. That's how I handle my feelings. I would write a story or work on an old one and take whatever I am feeling out on the characters or what not. It's funny because I make the main character feel what I feel, and she finds someone to try and help her but, in the end, it ends up with her still feeling like that without anyone knowing about it."

"She's telling the truth," Said Jinxx coming out from the bunk room. He looked at us and said, "I've read one of her stories last night and Jen you rock at writing when you put your mind to it."

"Shut up," I told Jinxx.

Later that day everyone was up, and the bus stopped at the venue that they would be playing at. All the guys got ready early. When they were done it was on 3pm so they went for sound check while I changed into my crop top with a list of different brand names and members written all over. I put on my leggings, my black boots, my leather jacket, I looked at my hair and left it down and grabbed my locket that my dad gave me. The picture on the right was both of my parents and the picture on the left was of Jer and me.

I walked off from the bus and walked inside the venue and one of the guards walked over to me and said, "I'm sorry miss but you can't be back here."

I was about to say something when a guy walked up behind me and said, "Hey man she's with me. I have an interview with the band."

The guard let us pass and when I found the guys Jinxx looks up and said, "Andy, Bryan is here? And it seems as if Jen showed him the way."

"No Jer I didn't. He saved me from being kicked out because someone thought it would be funny to take off with my pass and the only three who would do something like that is you, Ashley and CC. So, whoever has it better give it back before I take their phones and send something out to your fans about how you all really act, and a picture of you guys sleeping," I said with a warning tone.

Ashley looked up and said, "She got us CC. We need to give it back so that bad guard won't kick her out."

They handed me the pass and I sat next to Jer, and he held me and said, "Don't try that again guys," He then looked at Bryan and he said, "Thanks for saving my cousin for me," Then he looked at me and said, "I see that you are wearing the necklace that your dad gave you."

I smiled and nodded my head. It was still hard to talk about my dad. I shook my head to get rid of all the memories that wanted to rise up. I looked at Bryan and noticed that he has blue eyes, blonde hair, and that he was wearing something blue. His friend on the other hand was wearing black. Soon Andy walked out and said, "Hey Bryan how have you been? You know the band already, and this beautiful lady here is Jen and she's Jinxx cousin that I told you about the other day."

"Hey guys, and it's nice to meet you Jen," said Bryan.

I just nodded my head and said "Same."

"So, I'll interview the band first and then Jinxx and his cousin after that, if everyone is cool with that."

Everyone agreed so I got up and moved to the chair while everyone was sitting on the couch and the band's interview started.