Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 21

Jen's POV

I woke up, but I knew where I was. I was in my room at Jer's house. I sighed and slowly got up. I started to walk down stairs when I heard voices. 

"Jinxx do you know when warp starts?" Andy asked.

"Soon, but Jen should feel a little happy. Case called me the other day, she told me that her and Tommy will be here at the end of the week. I'm worried about Jen, I know you like her Andy but when I talked to Case she told me that it will take time before Jen will be intimate with anyone," Said Jinxx.

I realized that they were talking about me. I walked back up to my room and shut the door. I laid back down onto the bed and thought about everything that had happen. I knew that Jer and Andy would be talking about me, but I couldn't believe that Case would talk to Jer about me. 

Minutes passed when someone knocked on my door. I refused to say anything. I didn't feel like talking but Jer walked into my room and sighed when he noticed that I was awake but not talking. He sat on the bed next to me. 

"Jen, Case told us that you might not talk today. But know that Andy talked to me. He didn't mean to push you. He really loves you Jen. But I understand if your not ready and so is Andy. Come on sis talk to me," Jer pleaded with me. 

I wouldn't talk. After an hour Jer gave up and walked out of my room. I turned on my radio and hooked my ipod to it and soon Hollywood undead started blasting though my room. I sighed and curled up in my bed and slowly fell asleep. 

When I woke again it was dark outside. I got up, but I wrapped a blanket around me and made my way down stairs. When I reached the bottom of the stairs and headed for the kitchen, I froze. I noticed that everyone was their. I ignored them and walked to the sink and picked up a clean cup and walked to the frig and took out a water bottle and opened it. I filled my cup and then I pulled out some ice from the freezer and placed it in my cup. 

"Jen please can you say something?" Asked Jer.

I looked at him and shook my head no. 

"Why are you staying quiet?" Asked Ella.

I looked over at her and sighed and shrugged my shoulders. 

Everyone was watching me and when I went to leave the room someone said, "Are you going to eat anything?"

I turned to see who asked me that question, when I realized that it was Ashley. I sighed and looked away from them and started to walk back up to my room. I sank onto the floor and started to cry quietly. 

I wished that I could stop this but ever since Andy and I kissed it sent off millions of emotions that were all hitting me from each side. I knew that I like Andy more than a friend, but with everything else that had happen to me, I couldn't deal. I want him but I was damaged and I felt like he could do tons better.

My phone started to ring, when I picked it up I saw that it was Case calling me. I sighed and picked it up. 

"Jen I know your not talking again. Jinxx told me what happen. But you need to remember that Andy isn't him. I know your freaking out and thinking your no good, Damaged and broken, but your not. IF you like Andy the way he likes you then go for it. Please don't dwell onto what happened in the past and I'm sure Andy is beating himself up over that kiss. So can you at least try and talk to them. Also try and eat. I love you sis," said Case.

I sighed and glanced down at my feet and then over to the door. I didn't say a word and then Case sighed and said, "Tommy and I will be out to see you soon. I love you and remember that when I see you, we are going to talk about the band and also try to write our own music. So chill. I'll talk to you later and if you need to talk to me just text or call if you feel like talking."

I sighed again and then we are hung up. I finished drinking my water and got up and took my cell with me down to the kitchen. I looked around and noticed that everyone was still there. 

Jer can you and Andy come up to my room in ten-JEn-

I sent the text and walked back up to my room and changed the song to this love this hate my hollywood undead and sighed as the music started to play. Then their was a knock on my door. I got up to open the door open and Jer and Andy were their waiting to be let in. 

I walked out of their way and let them in. When they sat down I walked over to the corner of the room and sat down. 

"Jen what's wrong? Please?" Asked Andy.

I still didn't answer.

Jinxx looked up at me and said, "Are you going to talk?" 

I nodded my head and held up my hand. I counted backwards from 100 and slowly closed my eyes. 100....90.....80.....76.....72....65.....61.....55.....51......44.......40......33.......32......22.......18.....15.....12.....8...5...4...3...1...0..

"I'm sorry for the way I acted. But I need time and I know that you might be mad because I'm not the normal girl who wants to get into whatever is going on. Andy I'm sorry but its going to take time. I am willing to try if your willing to wait a while for sex. And Jinxx don't force me into eating or joining in with you guys okay. If you have a tour coming up and if you want me to come don't be scared to ask. Also I need time to think about it. I know I was fine with the end of the tour on our way here but I don't know how I will act though the whole tour setting. So are we clear?" I asked them. 

Jinxx looked at me and said, "I understand sis. I love you still. So is it okay for me to have a hug?"

I nodded my head and got up and gave Jinxx a hug. When he pulled away from the hug he whispered in my ear, "I am going to leave you alone to talk to Andy. I trust him and he does care for you."

I didn't say anything back when Jinxx walked out of the room, Andy got up and walked over to me and said, "I'm sorry if I went a little two far. Please forgive me,"

I tuned to him and said, "I can forgive but can't forget. To tell you the truth I like kissing you and having you kissing me. But I still believe that I am damaged beyond repair."

Andy pulled me into his arms and kissed me on my lips and I kissed back. When we pulled away from the kiss Andy's forehead was touching mine when he said, "I don't believe your damaged. I believe that you went though something horrifying and this lead you to believe that. I want us to try and if you want more than kisses I'll let you take the lead and I shall follow."

I smiled and kissed him again. His hands went to my waist and pulled me even closer to him. When Jinxx walked into the room we pulled away. I moved away from Andy to look at Jinxx. 

"Wow I see you two are back. So Andy did you ask her if she'll be your girlfriend?" Asked Jinxx. 

Andy smirked and said, "I was going to, but no one was going to ask her before you walked in."

"Fine I'll walk back out and you can ask her," Said Jinxx as he walked out of the room.

Andy looked at me and said, "So will you be my girlfriend?"

I looked at him and sighed. I knew it was too soon for him to ask me to be his girlfriend, but I knew if I wanted to move forward this is the next step. 

"Yes Andy  I will be your girlfriend," I told him.