Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 15

A/N:  Thank you all for reading.

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Jen's POV

I just finished talking with Case and Tommy. I was happy but today was a day I didn't want to talk about but I did anyways. I got up and locked the door to the hotel room, closed the curtains and then grabbed my pj's and walked into the bathroom.

I stripped out of my clothes and looked at myself in the mirror. I place my hands on my belly and noticed that the scars were their. It was something that haunted me. Something to remind me that I was damaged goods. The scares were something I've always hide and never let anyone see them. I looked at the one scare on the middle of my stomach and saw the one word that at the time I believed that I was.

The one word was slut and then next to was whore. Yet the scare that spelled whore was starting to fade, but the word slut hasn't faded at all. I glanced away and put my pj's on and when I walked back into the room. I then noticed that Jinxx, the guys, Ella, and Juliet were back. I froze because my tank-top was a cut off. I pulled my clothes up to hide the front of my stomach so that they didn't see the words that were scares.

"Hey guys your all back early," I said as I walked over to where my bags were and quickly pulled out my zip up sweatshirt. While I was pulling it out of my bag, I made sure that no one looked at what I was trying to hide.

"We're still heading to the club, but Jinxx wanted to make sure you were okay, and the girls wanted to go change," Said CC.

Ella and Juliet nodded and Ella said,"We are about to change but I wanted to ask if your sure that you don't want to come with us?"

"I'm sure. I just don't want to ruin your guys fun, so go ahead and have some fun," I told them as I sat down on one of the two beds.

"Oh here, I got you some pizza and bread sticks, I hope that was okay?" Jinxx asked me.

"Yeah that's fine," I said.

Jinxx handed me my food as Ella and Juliet walked out of the room. I was slowly eating my food when Ash looked at me and said, "What were those words on your stomach?"

I froze and tried not to chock and said, "What are you talking about?"

Ash looked at me and said, "I saw the scars Jen."

Jinxx's looked over at me and said, "Jen what is he talking about?"

That question got everyone to look at me. I sighed and said, "Its nothing."

I stopped eating and put the box with the pizza and bread sticks away and pulled my laptop closer and I sent a message to Case and Tommy

Jen: Ash saw the marks. What do I do?

Case: Tell them the truth.

Tommy: If they don't like the truth f them.

I sighed and knew that what they said was true. I sighed and looked around at the guys and said, "I guess since you all know about the baby. I left out a small detail. After I was released from the hospital, I feel into depression, but I didn't do anything. I was just numb. One night, he came back with his friend and I was rapped again. But this time they drugged me. When I woke up the next morning, I saw that they made marks over the ones my mother made. Yet I noticed two words."

I looked at everyone and they had a sad expression. I looked down and said, "I believe that these two word were true. So I just started to hate myself even more. I didn't know what to do anymore. I drowned myself into music, writing, reading, and dance, yes I can dance to a point but not anymore. That's all there is to say."

Jinxx looked at me and said, "What were the words?"

I didn't looked and soon I felt someone move in front of me. I still wouldn't look. Then the zipper on my jacket was being pulled down. I still wouldn't look. Soon my jacket was on the floor and the bottom of my tank-top was pulled up to reveal my stomach. I heard all the guys suck in a breath and they each moved closer to me to get a better look at me and at the marks.

I finally looked to see who was in front of me and it was Andy. I looked down to try and hide my face when CC said, "Why didn't we see this before?"

"I covered them with make up and I wore another shirt under all my crop tops. I didn't want anyone else to know about them. I believed that these words were true because I couldn't fight them off. I couldn't get the courage to go to the police. I was broken and numb. Case didn't know about them, until we had to change for PE, she saw them and questioned me during PE," I told them without looking up at anyone.

"Well it looks like the one word is fading away very slowly. But the other one is still there," Said Ash.

"Jen just so you know, we'll be here if you need us. We may look like tough guys, we are big softies on the inside. So if you need to talk to anyone of us you can. You don't have to keep any secrets," Said Jake.

I glanced up as the other guys nodded there head. I quickly pulled my jacket back on and looked away from them. Then their was a knock on the door and the guys jumped and moved away from me while I sat back down and opened up my food and slowly eating it while pretending that nothing happened.

Ella and Juliet walked into the room and smiled. Juliet looked at the guys and said, "did we miss something?"

"No. We were just reading what Jen was writing to Case about. But it seemed that Jinxx has a crush on Case," Said Ash.

That was the truth. Case usually asks me what was going with Jinxx and he would text her all the time. I sighed and looked up at Jinxx and said, "Case wants you to call her after we get to your place. I guess she wants to talk to you about something. She said it has to do with them moving out in Cali with me."

Jinxx smiled and said, "Okay, I'll call her later. So are we ready to hit the clubs."

Everyone left but Andy. He glanced behind him and saw Juliet waiting for him. He walked over to her and said, "I'll be right their. I have to play match mater with Jen for a minute since we can't trust Ash."

I was shocked that Andy would lie to her. But of course according to Jinxx, Juliet would lie about things all the time, and people would message Andy and tell him that Juliet was cheating on him, but he ignored them pretend that everything was okay. Yet Ash let it slip to everyone that Andy was going to break it off with her because he found text messages on her phone with some random guy and there were some graphic naked texts as well. I tried to ignore their conversation that they were having.

Andy shut the door and walked over to the bed and said, "So are you sure your okay? I know that you never wanted those words on you, so what are you going to do about them?"

"I don't know. I might just put more cover up on them," I told him.

"How about a tattoo or something?" Andy said.