Cousin of Jinxx of BVB

Chapter 1

A/N: Hello everyone!!! I'm doing some updating and editing to this story so you might see some changes and some different chapter in takes. Now on with the story.

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Chapter 1

Jen's POV

I woke up and noticed that my mother was in my room. She didn't say anything, but she looked at me and said, "I'm sorry about everything that I did."

"No, you're not. You're not sorry. I'll clean the house, and you got to go to work," I told her.

It wasn't normal for her to be in my room. But what wasn't normal was for her to tell me she was sorry. I knew in my heart that she wasn't sorry, she hasn't been sorry for a very long time.  She stopped being my mother the day my father died. The very same day she uprooted us from our family, and we disappeared without a trace. I knew that they were looking for us but at the same time the chances of them finding us or even me were very slim to nothing. When I knew she was gone I got up and got dressed and started to clean the house.

Two hours later everything was done and when I glanced at the clock, I noticed that it was only 1pm. When I glanced at the calendar, I noticed that the concert was tonight. Running to my room I stripped out of my clothes and took a long shower, got out and brushed my long blue hair, that had purple tips. I got dressed in skinny jeans, put on a black veil brides' shirt with a leather jacket. Walked back into the bathroom and did my make up. I didn't put on warpaint because I wouldn't be able to hide it from my mother, so I used a lot of eyeliner. I grabbed my black eyeliner and put that on, then I put on dark blue eye shadow and redid my black eyeliner. Once that was done, I put on mascara. I checked everything over in the mirror and noticed that it wasn't bad. While looking into the mirror I could see that my eyes were blue, a light shade of blue. Once I was done looking at myself in the mirror, I ran back in my room put on my boots, grabbed my plain black bag, put in the letter that I've written to him, my cousin. Then shut the door to my room and make sure it was locked and ran outside.

Who was my cousin? Well, if you must know his name is Jermy Ferguson. I know this might sound strange or stupid, but I think he's the guitarist of Black Veil Brides. I know it's stupid of me to believe that, but my name is Jenifer Lynn Ferguson, and this is my story of trying to find my cousin and also leaving my mother behind and this is where everything started. I think I should have started with that, but you know I don't care.

Just as I was leaving my mother pulled in and said, "Where are you off to?"

"Out. Everything is done. I ordered dinner to be brought here at 4:30 for your business meeting. So, Bye," I said.

I almost made it out the front door when she said or I should say yelled, "I want you back home by midnight or you're going to get it, and just because I wanted you out doesn't mean you can go behind my back and see that band of his." 

"It's not even him. I would know what he looks like today. I promise you," I lied about that.

I knew it was him; it was Jinxx, my cousin. Jinxx, my only cousin who I used to spend time with when he wasn't playing around with the classical music and what not, but after my father died, I wished that I had taken the CD that he made for me long ago. 

Clearing my mind of past memories that where at the surface of my mind, I started walking to Cassie's house. She is my only friend, and I would call her Case because I don't know why I just do, but anyways one day she asked me if I was related to a Jinxx from Black veil brides. I asked who she was talking about, but she had my journal and was waving a picture I had and then she showed me the picture of the band, she pointed to who was Jinxx with and without his stage clothes. While she was doing that, she was holding up the picture of us. 

After that she told me everything. She asked me why I never told her about him. And again, I told her the story of what happened and why we haven't been in contact and that was over a year ago. When I told Case this, she in turned told me all about Jinxx and his love life. Of course I turned her out about it. I didn't want to know who my cousin has been with or who. 

Clearing my mind of memories yet again I knocked on her door. When the door opened Case was standing there with her long blonde hair that was natural, but she bleached it even blonder to almost a white blond, she looked really good. Her makeup was normal, black eyeliner, mascara, and white eye shadow. Both of us had blue eyes, but her blue eyes were lighter than mine. She was wearing a black veil brides' shirt, along with a sweatshirt that was zipped up, she had on legging and black shoes.

"Hey, I have your letter that you wanted to give to Jinxx,  it's a good thing that your mom kicked you out tonight for a dinner party with her coworkers or what not," Case said.

I stayed quiet because I was wondering if this was a good idea or not. I mean he was my cousin, and he probably forgot about me since he has a whole new life with his family and his band. I doubt that he even remembers who I am.

"Jen are you okay?" Case asked me with worry in her voice.

"I'm fine. But I'm just scared that this won't go the way I want it to. What if he doesn't believe me or that he won't read that letter or even see the picture that proves that I am his little cousin. It's been so long since I last saw him. What if he forgot about me. Should I even be doing this? I mean I have so many demons that I shouldn't just barge into his life like this." I admitted to her everything that I was feeling.

She pulled me into a hug and said, "Don't worry have a little faith will ya. He will believe you and he will read those letters. Don't worry and he'll help you fight your demons just like me and my brother. Now come on let's get going. Mom is taking Matt to his game or something and Dad is out of town for work. My other brother is doing his own thing with his base. We get to take my bike,"

I smiled because I love her dark purple bike with silver splashed here and there, she got it costume made, what type or year of the bike I wouldn't know. I put on the purple helmet and hopped on her bike. Once she started it off, we were the venue for the concert.

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A/N; Hey guys here is my new story. I am going to update this story two a month. At the same time, I have two more stories that won't be published until sometime after May. And they are both a motionless in white story. So please comment and let me know what you all think of this chapter. I update this story by the 1/31/16. 

A/N: Hello again and thank you for reading this chapter and yes, I did go and updated this story, and I will be updating each of the chapters. Thank you for reading and don't worry once I finish editing this story I'll be updating and trying to finish it soon. As always thank you for reading. 

Editing date 10/16/2024