Chapter 22

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Jen's POV

Andy had a smile on his face and he kissed me again. I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. When we pulled back, Andy looked at me and I looked at him. I could tell that he was beating himself over what happened.

"Do you want to come down with me and talk with the guys?" Andy asked.

I sighed and looked up at him and said, "No. I just want to sleep."

I turned to walk over to my bed and I was stopped by Andy. I looked into his blue eyes when he said, "Can I sleep next to you. I promise I wont do any thing."

I sighed and looked at him and smiled and said, "Sure."

We crawled into my bed and laid down. I pulled my blanket over me and Andy pulled the blanket so that he was under it with me. I sighed and when I felt Andy pull me to him. He moved some of my hair aside and kissed my cheek and we both drifted off to sleep.

When I awoke again it was 10pm. I rolled over and saw that Andy wasn't their. I sat up and turned on my light and saw a note from Andy.

JEn.

I went down stairs to hang with Jinxx. I woke up at nine. So don't freak out.

Love Andy.


I sighed and sat up and walked down stairs to find something to drink. I heard Jinxx and Andy playing a video game in the living room. I walked over and sat between them. Their eyes were glued to the game which was call of duty but I didn't know which one it was. I sat back and just watch them play and about 11pm they stopped playing and both of the guys looked at me.

"Jen are you going to eat something now?" Asked Jinxx.

I glared at him and said, "I don't feel like it. Maybe in the morning I will."

Jer gave a look that I knew all to well. The look was eat something now before I force you. I got up and walked into the kitchen and mad a sandwich and walked back out to the living room and sat back down and started to eat the stupid sandwich which was good. When I was done I looked over at Jer and sighed.

"Jer I'm going to bed, talk to you in the morning okay?" I told him.

He just nodded his head. I walked back up the stairs and back into my room. I laid on my bed and thought about everything that happened and that was happening. My door to my room opened and I looked over and it was Jer. He sat down and sighed.

"Jen you okay?" He asked me.

"I don't know Jer. I don't know what I am doing anymore. Now that Andy and I are together, I just have a feeling that he'll go to Juliet and you know my feelings come true to a point. I wish I knew when it would happen so I wouldn't have to worry about anything. I know once Case and Thomas gets here I'm leaving but I'll stay in contact with you. I promise you that," I told him.

Jer hugged me and said, "I know. I know sis. I just wish I found you sooner. But what are you going to do if Andy and Juliet ever do get back together?"

"I don't know. I might just move away from your band but stay close to you and just hope I don't run into Andy. Only when the time comes. Now I am going to bed talk to you in the morning," I told Jer.

He kissed my forehead and left the room. I just hope that everything will turn out fine. I slowly drifted to sleep and hope everything will be fine.

Dream

I was dreaming because my daddy was sitting next to me at the lake. It was our little get away spot. He didn't change, he looked the same way he did when he died. It was quiet all you could here is the water, the fishing jumping. Then I looked around at the tress, the grass, and the flowers. I was happy that I was seeing him.

"Jenna what's wrong sweetheart?" My dad asked me.

"I feel used daddy. I don't know who to trust anymore or what to do. I know my feelings are always on key point and now that they know of my past I am scared that I'll lose everything. I'm scared daddy," I cried.

My father wrapped his arms around me to clam me down. I heard him sigh and he said, "Your safe with Jer. He'll protect you. I got to go sweetheart but always know this, I love you and I'll ways be watching over you."

End Dream

I woke up and smiled to myself. I glanced at the time and noticed that it eight in the morning. I got up and walked down stairs and saw that Andy was asleep with his phone out. I knew that he was in love with Juliet and me being the little rematch maker I pretended to be I pick up Andy's phone. I walked outside and made the call.

"Andy you finally called me," Juliet said.

"Hey Juliet, this is Jen, Jinxx's cousin. We need to talk and I really don't want to do this over the phone, so can we meet at a coffee shop?" I asked her.

"If this is about you telling me how much-"

I cut her off and said, "Its about trying to get you and Andy back together. So can we meet up or not because I have an idea that might work. "

"Fine. But its been over a month," Juliet said.

"I know this Juliet," I said.

I hung up the phone and placed it back to where it was. I knew what I was about to do was the right thing. I knew he has been checking up in her. Sighing I walked back to my room and changed and headed out to the coffee shop I told her to meet me at.

When I reached the coffee shop, I saw Juliet sitting their drink some coffee. I walked up to the counter and ordered a hot chocolate. I paid and then they handed me my drink. I walked to the table and sat across from her.

"So what is it that you wanted to talk to me about?" She said.

"When Jinxx told me to move in with him, I told him my past. What happened was my mother beat me and one of her guys raped me. I found out that I was pregnant and when I was around three months, she found out and beat me. I lost the child because she beat me so bad. Jinxx found this out a few nights after staying with him and the guys on the bus. I told Jinxx how I felt. A day later we ended up telling the guys. I knew you got jealous because Andy was asking me questions. When you two broke up, Andy was different. Things happened and now we're together, but he's with me because he's still trying to get over you. He loves you Juliet and I don't see how him or any guy would love me," I told her.

Juliet was shocked when I told her that. She sighed and said, "Have you two, you know."

"Did we have sex? No. We made out but I didn't want it the way it happened. He still loves you. When he's over my place, he stays on the couch. I even caught him looking at the old pictures of you guys. I don't know the story between you two. But he would be better off with someone who can give him what he wants right now," I told her.

Juliet smiled and said, "I want to apologize to the way I've acted. I'll think about it and see what happens. So what are you going to tell Andy?"

"I'm going to tell him how I feel and that he's like a brother to me. I hope that we both can be friends," I told her as I got up and left.

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A/N: Well there is chapter 22 let me know what you all thought of this chapter? any guesses on whats going to happen next?



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