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41.

Posted: April. 17, 2016.

Selena is my fucking queen like I'd so go gay for her😍😍😍😍😍😭😭😭😭

I've had a terrible month. Like not a terrible day, not a terrible week like months of just terribleness, that's why there haven't been many updates but yeah.

I went to a party on Friday and like hung out with this guy I liked there and got super drunk, and his ex girlfriend was there and to piss me off she made out with him and is trying to get him back and I'm pretty pissed about it.

I can't wait until after May 6th because I'll have nothing else to worry about.

Ya girl got straight A's again though!!!!!

41. Rowan

I lay in bed, and wait for him, turning off the TV. I hear footsteps coming down the hallway, and I smile. My door creaks open and I pretend to be asleep, and the bed dips beside me, an arm slinging around my waist.

"Still as curvy as I remember" He whispers in my ear, and I quickly roll out of his touch, my body falling to the floor. I scramble towards the door, hearing him chuckle deeply "Rowie, come back" He taunts, and I hear him getting out of my bed. I run to the kitchen and grab my phone, before running to the bathroom at the beginning of the hallway locking the door behind me before he can get to me. I dial Austin's phone number, tapping my foot against the floor. I hear him knock on the bathroom door and I whimper, pressing my body hard against the door.

"Rowie, please open the door. I just want to talk to you" He says sweetly, giving me a sick feeling in my stomach. My phone goes to Austin's voicemail and I curse, hitting redial. By this point, my eyes are blurred with tears, my contacts begging to fall out of my eyes.

"Hey Baby, sorry I missed your call"

"How far are you?" I ask frantically.

"I'm right around the corner why?" Austin asks, just as he slams his shoulder into the door.

"Just hurry please" I whimper, hanging up the phone "Stop hitting the door" I yell, as he slams his shoulder into the door again.

"Talk to me and maybe I will" He yells back.

"Who the fuck are you?" I hear Austin, and I breathe out in relief.

"None of your fucking business"

"It is my business when you're tormenting my girlfriend" Austin grits, and soon I hear a thud outside the door. I squeeze my eyes shut wrapping my arms around my knees, brining them to my chest "Get the fuck out" I hear Austin scream, and soon the door slams shut. I open the door to the bathroom and peek my head out, Austin huffing as he walks down the hallway, stopping in front of me.

"Who the fuck was that?" He asks angrily.

"No one" I shake my head, my voice quiet.

"There's no way that was no one Rowan"

"I don't know who that is" I lie.

"Cut the bullshit and tell me the truth" He crosses his arms over his chest.

"I'm telling the truth"

"No you're not!" He yells, making me flinch "Jesus Christ! Who was that?"

"I don't know"

"Fine" He shrugs, turning on his heels.

"Where are you going?"

"Home" He answers simply, walking out of the house. I follow after him, and grab his wrist before he an get into his car "Stop Rowan" He pulls his wrist out of my grip.