Ehsaas....a feeling

I'll Be There For You

So today is our last day in Maldives and tomorrow we'll go back to home right now I'm busy in packing. Today was a very hectic day we did lots and lots of shopping. I brought something for everyone and Masha Allah Fawad was very much liberal during shopping.

After leaving me in the cottage he had gone out to meet some delegates. Yes, He's doing work here...!!! I was mid way to my packing when Aapu called.

"Assalamualaikum Aapu" I said.

"Walekumasalam...how are you??" She replied.

"I'm fine and you??" I asked

"Let me see uhhh..vomiting in every two hours, craving for vanilla ice cream, back hurts alot...and yep little bit of dizzy. That's it!!" She replied.

"Hahahahahaha...Aapu seriously??" I couldn't stop my chuckle.

"Laugh how much you want to..we'll see when it'll be your turn" she said.

I was shocked. I was blushing very hard...and at that moment only he had to come in the room. Damn!!

"Why are you blushing Seher?? And with whom are you talking??" He asked. On the other side Aapu was laughing crazily...

"Put the phone on speaker"

"No"

"Yes"

"No..I know what you'll say"

"No..I won't". I sighed and put it on speaker.

"Faddy it's me, don't worry she was talking with me only" Aapu said.

"Assalamualaikum Aapu..no prob. Was just asking because she was blushing so hard..what did you told her anyways??" He asked. Uhh..why can't he just forget that.

"Ohh..nothing dear was just telling her that how am I feeling these days" I breathed a sigh of relief. "Oh..and yes I also told her that when it'll be her turn then I'll see how much she'll laugh!!" Yup she actually said that.

I was now glaring towards the phone and Aapu was laughing away. I didn't have that much guts to look towards him. Now this is what we called "awkward". And I heard the closing sound of the door. When I looked up he went towards the beach through balcony. I was relieved.

"Aapu...why??" I asked straightaway.

"Can't I tease my bhabhi??" She asked innocently.

"Of course you can but not this"

"Why?? And yeah when we'll hear good news??"

"Aappppuuuuuuu" I fake shouted.

"Achhaa okay okay calm down..was kidding. Okay so now I'm hanging up..I'm hungry. Have a safe flight!!"

"Jazakallah" and with that we ended our sweet talk.

I finished my packing and then went to get freshen up. After freshening up I came out only to find him staring at something in my cell.

"Hey..do you need something?" I asked.

"Nope..I was just seeing him" he said smiling. I frowned. He then turned the cell towards me and it was Faraz in my arms he was giggling while I was tickling him. This made me smile..I missed him so damn much!!

"Masha Allah he's so cute" I said as I sat beside him.

"Indeed he is" he smiled and turned to look at me. He was staring at me as if he was seeing me for the first time..my heart beat was racing due to our closeness. I quickly looked down at my hands.

"Do you like kids??" He asked suddenly

"Yes I do alot and you??" I asked.

"Me to" he replied sincerely. I nodded.

"In Sha Allah" he said. I was confused now...after a good second I realized what he meant. O.M.G. I just skipped a heart beat...I was blushing so damn hard. I started chewing my lips to avoid smiling foolishly. He chuckled and walked towards the main door "and yes by the way you look very pretty Masha Allah with you hair down..don't tie it up." He said and walked out.

My mouth was now hanging in mid air. Fish....how can I forget putting my hijab?? But deep down it didn't affected that much like I thought. I actually felt good, happy...and somewhat more lively!! I went to look at the mirror..yep I was smiling oh! And my blush... I looked and spoke "In Sha Allah."

We went out for dinner. Aah!! The ambience was just perfect. Soft, dim and romantic!! I was wearing a royal blue salwar suit with golden embroidery. And yeah my hijab was also royal blue with golden lace at it's side. My make up was minimal just a thick dark blue eyeliner with mascara making my pale white complexion more pop out and a strawberry lip balm. By my heels are not helping me at all.

He made me sit first and than he sat down at front of me. "You do know that you're looking just so beautiful Masha Allah" he complimented but made me blush and I just gave him a shy smile.

"How can someone be so shy??" He asked.

"Well I am!!" I replied as I gulped down water. He just chuckled.

"Sir you're order" waiter came and asked. We both ordered spaghetti with some baked potatoes and Sprite. We ate our dinner just talking randomly. After finishing our dinner we decided just to go for a walk near the beach. I was walking bare feet as my heels were aching due to high heels. We were holding each other's hand. Allah ka Shukar.

Right near the shore we sat down on the sand little waves of water softly hitting our feet as we have stretched out our feet.

"You know sometimes our life play a crucial game where we loose everything but then at the next second it gives us every thing back but in other way" he said looking at the beach.

"True...I lost my mother and I didn't have family of my own but now I have you all as my own Allah ka Shukar" I said as I looked towards him.

"Allahamdulilah...are you happy with us?? I mean are you able to adjust??" He asked.

"Perfectly...I am. Everyone treats me like I'm the daughter of their family and not their daughter in law..." I said. He smiled.."its because you deserve".

"No..it's because you people are nice. You know before our wedding many people told me what not like be careful about you mother in law, or behave properly..you had to adjust in all circumstances, you shouldn't say anything unless you have been asked for...and the list goes on and on. And see here I am I haven't had not to do any such thing cause Allah has blessed me with such nice people..my family" I spoke...and yes a tear escaped from my eyes.

I quickly turned to the other side and just wiped it away. And when I looked he was looking at me with such intensity...that he'll burn me.

"Are you able to adjust with me??" He asked as he locked his eyes with me.

"Yes...very much" I said looking straight in his eyes.

"Seher you don't know"

"Yes I don't know and I also don't wanna know..I know something is there that is bothering you everytime that is coming in between us. But that's okay every one has past so do you..that's nothing to run from. Accept you past and put it behind you rather than you going behind your past. All this cold behavior and ignoring attitude..these all things are fake. I know you're very soft from inside. And I know that you're not yet ready to open up to that issue..and I respect that but remember this I'll be always there for you, to hold you, to listen to you...no matter what it is I'll be there for you always." I said as I held his hand and was staring at him. He just hugged me...and I hugged him. Perfect moment. Perfect time and place.

Ehsaas...to hold someone when he needs you the most but not able to tell you.