Ehsaas....a feeling

Silent Treatment

Seher POV
The ride to my new home was very tiring I mean the lehenga was way too heavy and top of that traffic was killing me more.

I looked to my left and saw he was also fidgeting away with his dress. He was more uncomfortable than me. The bottle of water which he passed me sometimes before now I passed him. He first hesitated but he took the bottle and drank hastily. This made me chuckle.

"Thank You" he said

"Wa antum fa jazakamullahu khair" I replied. He looked at me for a good second but then quickly averted his gaze on the road.

After half an hour of more driving we reached. Masha Allah it was a very nice home. Allahamdulilah. Maryam Aapy and Maha they both took me to his room offo now its your room also. My conscience reminded me. It has to comment on every thing. Again I was awestruck when I saw the room.

The king size bed was sprawled in the middle of the room accompanied by bed side table on both the sides. Room was coloured in teak and white with a tint a cream. It also has a balcony where a cute little swing was held. On the left side of the room was a freaking walk in closet O.M.G what???? A walk in closet....I am going to faint now..somebody fan me!!! My conscience was now over reacting which led to a washroom.

"Bhabhi you sit and make yourself comfortable we'll bring your dinner over here only. Relax...and if you need anything just press one on the intercom" Maha told and went away so did Aapy.

Oh shoot its way past Maghrib and before it gets more late I quickly ran to the washroom in my heavy dress. Masha Allah washroom was also so beautiful and it has a huge jacuzzi in the middle. My conscience was now dancing and jumping.

I quickly removed all my make up and did wudu. Changed into my pink colour salwar kameez yes pink is my favourite colour and started praying. I thanked Allah that everything went well today. I asked Allah to bless my new life and guide me so that I can do my wife duties correctly and with all my heart and mighty I keepy my husband and family happy.

After praying for my mom also as I was about to fold my mat I jumped a bit when I saw him standing and looking at me intensely. He chuckled and quickly went to the washroom. My heart was still beating frantically.

After dinner they all left me alone. I was not at all ready for it. I was so damn nervous. I brushed my teeth and rinsed my face with a face wash and then applied the moisturiser it was somewhat my daily routine. Then I changed into a plain white kurta with my old soft pajama.

As I opened the door of washroom he was already lying on the bed. I guess he changed in the changing room. But he was lying on the right side of the bed and I can't sleep on the left side. I have a habit of sleeping on the right side only.

"Ummm...excuse me if you don't mind can you please shift to the left side of the bed...I cant sleep on the left side. Please" I told him without looking at him.

Without saying anything he moved to the left side and turned away. How rude!!! I quickly sat on the bed and said Jazakallah. I used pillow to make a good barrier so that we cannot entangle each other okay fine I am doing this for my safety 'cause mom and Atiqa says that I always put my leg on them during sleeping which I don't believe at all but still for the safety... Yeah..and my conscience show me a thumbs up!!!

He didn't even looked back I mean I'm not dying away to make conversation with him but atleast never mind. If he wants to give me silent treatment then I'm already into it.

As I laid down he switched off the bed side lamp. I then realised may be he was not ready for this marriage that's why he is behaving like this. Or may be he didn't liked me. Many more Ehsaas started to came and I began panicking but I quickly recited La Ilaha Il Lal La Muhammadur Rasullulah Sallalahu Alayhi Wasallam along with my sleeping dua..and I quickly felt into a deep slumber.

Fawad POV
God this heavy attire will kill me if I not reach home quickly. And this traffic is now getting on my nerves.

I guess she got to know that I'm not able to handle this anymore therefore she passed me the bottle of water which I passed her down sometimes ago. I first thought whether I should take or not but then my mind decided no..its only a water and I took. I was so thirsty that I drank like I had no tomorrow.

Soon I heard a chuckle and I looked at her Masha Allah she was looking so pretty and now she was looking at me with a confused face. I quickly snapped back to reality and paid full attention on the road.

"Thank you" I told her

"Wa antum fa jazakumullahu khair" she replied back.

I was shocked may be I didn't thought that she'll reply this. She always replied welcome whenever I told her jazakallah. She is different Fawad don't compare every girl with HER. My conscience told me but my heart was not ready to accept this.

After half and hour of journey we reached home. As soon as I stepped out of the car Aapu and Maha took her away and I was surrounded by all of my cousins and relatives.

After sometime of talking and laughing we realised that its way past Maghrib and if we don't go now we will miss our prayer. So I excused myself because I wanted to put some Attar and needed the washroom. I knew she will be in my room and now I should adapt myself with this new life.

As I opened the door I met with a beautiful sight. She was making her dua. Her full concentration was on her dua only. Masha Allah she was looking very beautiful. Her pale skin was equally matching with her pale pink dress. Her eyes were a perfect example of truth and loyalty. Her lips were...and as I could continue further she was already folding her mat.

She was startled by seeing me. Her horrified expression made me chuckle and when she looked at me I quickly made my way to the washroom. Fawad what are you doing? If you can't trust her then you have no rights in admiring her beauty..control Fawad control!!! I continuously repeated to myself.

After finishing dinner I went to my room and laid down peacefully. I didn't wanted to talk her not atleast now. I need sometime. "Ummm...excuse me if you don't mind can you please shift to the left side of the bed...I cant sleep on the left side. Please" she told me. Really??? Right side??? Who cares on which side they sleep??? Without saying anything I moved to the right side and turned away.

She said jazakallah and I replied silently I don't think she even heard. After some seconds I heard ruffling of pillows right behind me...she was making a barrier between us!!!! I mean why??? Did she really thought that I.......!!!! No..no...no....damn this girl!!!

Yes Fawad she can think whatever she wants. She is your wife now. She has all the rights and you have to give her. Don't forget now you are her family. Make her happy....my heart made me realise that this is that Ehsaas from which you can never run away.

I quickly shut my eyes and and recited La Ilaha Il Lal La Muhammadur Rasullulah Sallalahu Alayhi Wasallam along with my sleeping dua..and I quickly felt into a deep slumber.

Assalamualikum everyone. An early update for all my beautiful readers. Thanx for your sweet votes and comments which made my story reach this much. Thank you soo much. This chapter has very less conversation its mostly about the thoughts that's why it is Silent treatment. Keep voting and commenting.