I get home and sit on the chair again. I had to get ready. I had twenty minutes to get ready, but my feet were exhausted. It wasn't the best time in my stomach and in my head. I eat a sandwich and get dressed into some normal clothes. I was very tired. I wash my face, cleaning off all makeup, and re-applying it after. I kiss Aiden. "It'll be quick. I mean, what should you do?" I look at him. He looks at me the same way. Bigger eyes, staring into each others eyes. "I'm waiting for two college applications to come back Liz. You have enough to deal with. The wedding is coming up, and we haven't gotten one thing done. You have the baby to deal with, and I think you need a break." He says. "Aiden, I can't really take a break. I just started college, and I'm taking more than one class at a time. I'm trying to shorten my time in college already. I don't know what you need or want me to do. I'm trying my best to do this." I say. "I know Liz, that's what I'm saying to you. You need less things on your shoulders. You have the baby. You have all of this stuff. You just graduated Liz! Take it slow!" He says. "I want to finish this Aiden. Okay? I'll take it in fast okay? It's not your problem. College is big. Once you start, You'll understand." I say and go downstairs. I had changed clothes, wearing dark wash jeans and a red dark shirt.
I grab the keys and get in the car, and begin to drive. I arrive and go into my class. Today was my first day, so I had to pay attention. I took notes, and deeply thought, 'How would this man kill all of these people without a cooling off period of time?' We had learned about how killers usually had a period of time, where they cool off after their kill. I was intrested, but I tried not to think of all of this. I had also read online that if I wanted the baby to be a girl, I needed to think of girl thoughts. Boy, well... Boy thoughts. I didn't understand how that would 'help' change the baby's gender, because God made the beauty of my child, and He would make my child perfect, because God made and makes no mistakes.
