Anything But Ordinary

The Dream

© Copyright Sweetdreamer747 2013

~The Dream~

The looks you give,

What do they mean?

My feelings inside...

Do they mean anything?

I'm about to implode,

On things I have been withholding.

Have you ever cared,

Has anyone,

Or am I just alone?

Outside I'm carefree,

Inside I'm screaming to be seen.

It's inconceivable

The nights I've been crying,

Over everything I've known.

The reality is I wasn't sad for the right reasons.

I wept for what I thought what is,

But never once was.

It was all a dream

That you were in,

I'm sorry you were included

In my unconscious sin.

You shouldn't mean something,

As I am nothing.

Why can't I be a dream too,

That way it would all be true

And I wouldn't feel isolated

In my own fantasy

And you would see me,

As I always wished you would.

In the end you ignore me

And I thought to tell you,

But never could.