Anything But Ordinary

Voice

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~Voice~

You are the voice in my head

Telling me I'm not worth it

You are the voice in my head

Telling me the pain is deserved

Not once did you say I could achieve it

Not once did you say I could believe it

I have been hidden

I have been afraid

Of what?

My reflection?

Myself?

My future?

All of it...

No one knows about this voice

No one knows, know one knows

Of the suffering I've gone through

Of the fear I've put up with

On the outside I seem better

On the inside I'm bitter

I've put up a wall for the world to see

Only a few have live with me

But they don't even know

The true facade I have grown

It's hard for me to trust

It's not easy to give in

The discomfort I have inflicted on myself

Is a battle I may never win

I don't think I'm alone with these thoughts

The one who's close to me may have forgot

I don't say much of myself

I am much less important

So I listen

And that is how I'll stay

And someday that may change

Or else I'll be led astray

My eyes close

World grows darker

It's the voice...

Guess who?