Anything But Ordinary

Insecurities

© Copyright Sweetdreamer747 2013

~Insecurities~

You are all I could tell this to.

To the only one that cared...

Given the choice to stay or go,

What would you choose?

Win?

Or lose?

Think...

Can I be trusted?

My heart is weaned,

My blood is cold,

The unsaid is dead.

You thought you knew me,

But did you really?

You told me everything,

Thought I did the same,

In truth I kept all the hurt in,

It was a lie right from the beginning.

Can you keep a secret?

I'm dying inside.

All you see is the facade,

I don't know why I am this way,

Or how it all was lead astray.

I'm sorry I don't meet your expectations...

But because of you I stayed,

Because of you I tried,

Because of you I didn't cry,

Because of you I lived this life.

But you don't deserve this,

And I know you won't stay,

None of them do...

So tell me the truth,

Have you always wanted to?

Breathe in,

Breathe out,

I still need you...