the chapter title got me skdjjddjd of feelings in my heart and in my sole!!!!! ksjxjsn i'm so sjjssjwj!!!
clarice anderson.
It's been three months since Calum distanced his self to me. After that tragic moment, I never left the house. I locked myself in my room and cried every single day, thinking about how painful that is.
Facebook, Twitter, Instagram. Every social media account I have was buzzing my phone crazily. I opened Twitter and..
"@calumhood: Can't wait to be with you, I love you so much. Happy three months! @nialovelis"
Until then, all I saw was black images on my head.
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The next thing I knew I was at the hospital. I was surrounded by my mom, my nanny, my friends.
"Clarice, you're awake!" Ashton exclaimed.
"What happened? Why am I here?"
My mom just looked at me with tears on her eyes. "Baby girl, the doctor told us you have been fighting with luekemia." She started to sob. "D-didn't you feel anything when you were in school? Or even at home?"
I shaked my head. "N-no. I-I don't." Tears were starting to fall from my eyes.
Luekemia. I was having luekemia all the time I was alive. This is a stupid joke. I told myself. How can I have luekemia when I didn't feel any complications of it?
Luke went to my side, he was holding my hand and I didn't bother holding it back.
"I'm sorry for playing you and Calum's relationship. I never should have done that."
"You're always so late for everything, Luke. Don't you see? Three months. He had been fucking over me for three months! And now, you're sorry? You're so fucking dumb." I blurted.
Luke looked at me, dumbfounded. He just stood, backed away.. and then he left.
I shifted in the hospital bed and the next thing I knew, I was in a deep sleep.
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i'm so evil?????
HI GUYS I'M BACK AFTER LIKE A YEAR OR TWO I DON'T KNOW BUT I AM SO BACK
anyways, i have a girlfriend and i'm proud t present to you that i am a bisexual!!! ❤
how are you guys? life has been good and 5SOS has been like better :-----)
this chapter is so dkfjjed so read it
I HOPE YOU GUYS LIIIIKED IT!!!!
-alyssa
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