chapter 8

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“You always fall for the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time and sometimes for the most unexpected reason.” -unknown

Sam’s point of view:

The car ride was actually not as bad as I thought it would be. Harry wasn't all that bad as I first thought he was I guess I should know more than anyone what it feels like to be judged but what scares me is that there is something about Harry that makes me trust him, I have never spoken about my father after the incident the only person who knew about was Eleanor that's only cause she was there when it happened, then what was it that made me tell Harry. I never spoke about my past because I hated the sympathy I get it makes me feel weak and I hated that feeling. 

That is why I never spoke about my past it brought the feeling of helplessness I felt that time. But I have changed I am not that girl anyone and everyone would hurt, I walk away before I get hurt. The only person who has actually stayed was el and that is because that girl is absolutely stubborn no matter how much I pushed her away she would always come back. "We could stay here all night of you want. I knew you wouldn't be able to resist the styles charm.” He winked cheekily at me "the styles charm is not my type." I smirked, "I thought anything that breathes is your type." he retorted. Though I knew that was just a joke that comment stung, Harry noticed my change in expression "shit! Sam that came out wrong I didn’t mean it that way, It was a joke." "Yeah I know." it barely a whisper. 

I opened the car door but before I even laid a foot down Harry was by side, when I hesitated the hurt on his face was evident, I let go of my negative thoughts and held his hand. 

I opened the door to the apartment it was half past seven Eleanor was probably with Louis and I was right she was with Louis. "Looks like I am going to be alone tonight." I mumbled "where is Eleanor?" "With Louis." I shrugged. "Will you be okay staying alone...” his voice showed concern "yeah I will be thanks for everything harry." I smiled "anytime Sam it was kind off my fault." he spoke while rubbing the back of his neck; I noticed he did that every time he was nervous it was kinda cute. "My clumsiness is not your fault." I chuckled "okay so I guess I will see you around.” he half smiled "yeah see you around." I faked a smile, he walked towards the door I wanted to stop him, every part of me didn’t want him to leave "Harry...." he immediately turned around with a wide grin "yeah Sam?" "Ummmm..... Nothing" I gulped I couldn't do it as much as I wanted him to stay I couldn't........He looked disappointed when he turned around "bye Sam." he whispered with that he was gone. 

What was going on I have never in the past three years wanted a guy to stay. Never have I trusted any guy after I lost him too...... there was one thing about my past no one knew not even el, after he went away was when I changed when I stopped believing in love all together, from when I became emotionless, but then Harry had to come and change that, he made feel like I still have emotions and that girl who I thought was long gone, who I thought died when he did still exists. The way Harry was making me feel scared me I can't fall in love with him. I am Samantha Green I am not the girl who falls in love with anyone. 

Harry’s point of view:

Why was I feeling like this I felt hurt and upset but why? I have never felt like this and I don't even have feelings for Sam she is not my type the only reason I went to the cafe was to get Louis of my back and the bet of course, but the more I got to know Sam the more I realized how wrong I was, she is funny and sweet. She may look tough and emotionless but she wasn't she took everything to her heart. After she told me about her father and how she was alone ever since she was 16 well I did feel bad for. I didn't think I was falling for her but why there a constant need to go check on her to make sure she is protected, to know that she was safe. She is just a bet then why am I feeling this way......

a/n

sorry if there are any mistakes :)

love u guys.xx

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