Something About You (Harry Styles fanic) *EDITING*

chapter 22

“A girl who cries is a girl who still cares.”- Unknown.

Sam’s point of view:

“Mom?” I couldn’t believe my eyes, was she actually in front of me? She looks exactly like she did three years ago, just a little paler and thinner than before. She had lost that glow she had on her face but she seemed to get it back when she saw me and pulled me into a hug.

I was frozen; everything around me became a blur. I had missed her so much; when dad left she was the only person I had left in my world. All I wanted to do was hug her back and cry but the memories of all those nights I spent alone flashed by. Every night I spent alone wishing to be held by her just one more night; but she wasn’t there.

“Sammy I missed you baby girl.” She whispered.I shed a tear, but I couldn’t speak; nothing seemed to come out of my mouth I wanted scream and cry at the same; I missed her but I hated her for what she did.

Once I got back to my senses my anger took over me when I pushed her away from me “No! You can just leave and come back after three years and tell me that you miss me.” I yelled at her. she looked taken back by my reaction what was she expecting from me?

“But I do miss you Sammy; every single day I get up and pray that you’re alright.” She pushes my hair behind my ear as she talks it was a habit of hers; I swat her hand away from my face “pray? Really mom? Where were you when I needed you? You know what I let you go the day you left me. I don’t want you to ever talk to me.” I yelled at her. “But Sammy...” she spoke “No don’t ever call me that. Only dad could call me that.” I yelled as I pushed past her and walked away.

How could she think that she could just come and expect everything to be like it was; nothing was like the way it was; I could never go back to that girl who just let everyone hurt her. She was my mother the one person who was suppose to love me unconditionally. I needed her when my dad died but she wasn’t there.She left me for some random guy she had met.

I heard footsteps behind me, I was happy to turn around to see it was only harry, I felt guilty for leaving him there but I just needed to get away from there. I ran up to him and hugged him his arms wrapping around my waist making me feel protected; I buried my face in his chest and inhaled his scent which seemed to calm me down. “Sam?”

Harry’s point of view:

Everything happened so fast, from looking at a lady who looked like an older version of Sam and from Sam yelling at her to her leaving. Everything just flashed by in a second. “Just give us a minute.” I told her mother and followed Sam; I knew she needed me.

She held me tight as she buried her face in my chest she seemed to immediately relax. “Sam?” I looked at her and frowned. She smiled at me but I knew she was hurt I could see it in her eyes “go and talk to her.” I cupped her cheeks and looked into her eyes.

“She is dead to me harry.” Sam spoke and looked away from me “you don’t mean that I know you’re hurt but just talk to her.” I pleaded

 “And talk about what harry? That lady there left me; she fucking left me when I needed her. She left me for some guy. Who does that? I am not going to talk to her.” She yelled as she backed away from me.

I pulled her closer “she is your mother after all Sam; you need to talk to her.” She shook her head “no I don’t.” She huffed “yeah you know you do. You owe it to yourself to get an explanation to why she left at least.” I pulled her closer.

“I don’t care.” She muttered “but you do I can see it in your eyes.” She looked up at me as tears filled her eyes “I don’t want to care she left me harry, my own mother left me why should I talk to her?” She cried as she buried her face and she held onto to me “I know love but give her a chance yeah?” I whispered in her ear. She looked at me and whipped her tears away “okay.” Her voice barely a whisper “will you be by my side?”

“With every step of the way.” I leaned in and kissed her forehead and held her by the waist and walked back to the direction her mum was in.

Eleanor’s point of view:

I stood there looking at Sam’s mom; I use to love how caring and sweet she was but when she left Sam I despised this women “El are you mad at me too?”  She looked at me with those warm eyes that I used to once love “mad is an understatement how you could you do that to Sam?” I snapped her.

“You don’t know how much I regret everything I did.” She frowned. “Did you know the condition your daughter was in when I found her?when I was taking care of her? She needed you. And you just left. How could you just leave?” I hated her, she was like a mother to me as well and when I saw Sam like that in a club one day I lost my respect for this woman.

“I had my reasons.” She snapped back. “I want to know them.” Sam spoke from behind her. I was shocked to see her I thought Sam would have left by now. “You left for a reason right? I want to know them.” She snapped her mom, her eyes icy cold glares she sent her mother had a shiver run down my spine.

“Can’t we talk some where less public?” Her mum pleaded. Sam’s eyes softened for a bit then became icy cold again before she could snap at her mum harry interrupted “my apartment is just few blocks away we can talk there?” harry offered.

“That would be great thank you.” Her mum smiled at them. “Let’s go Sam.” Harry whispered as they walked towards his car. “El I will meet you in the apartment after this okay.” Sam spoke up “yeah sure take care babe.” I weakly smiled at her as I waved them goodbye.

a/n

hey guys i know this chapter is small but i will try and update it by sunday i will try and update tomorrow but with 1d day and all i am sure i might not get the time.

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