Something About You (Harry Styles fanic) *EDITING*

chapter 33

“Once you've come to truly love someone, the fear of losing them becomes inevitable.” – Terry mark.

Harry’s point of view:

“This sucks” Sam whines as she looks around the hospital room “at least all the procedures are over for now” I try to get her to see the positive side “you're staying the night right?” she asks me “of course I am, I am not going anywhere” I lean and kiss her forehead.

She smiles in relief “come here” she pushes her blanket to give me some space “I don’t think the nurse would like it” I chuckle “I don’t care what the nurse thinks, I want you here and I think after making cough like maniac and learn how to breathe I deserve this much, so now come here” I smile and slide in, she snuggles closer to me as I wrap my arms around her waist trying to be careful with the IV “I would get that big  ugly scar tomorrow” she speaks breaking my train of thought “you would still look beautiful” I reassure her.

“What if I die” she gasps “well you seem to be in a positive mood” I tease “shut up harry, I am being serious, what if I die during the surgery? Would you miss me?” she looks up at me “Sam I miss you when you're not physically close to me, so yes if you die, I would miss you. so don’t die” I give her quick kiss as she pouts obviously thinking about all the things that could go wrong in the surgery tomorrow, in some weird way I am glad she doesn’t tell me what she is thinking, I don’t want to think about every tiny thing that could go wrong tomorrow, I don’t want to let that fear in, no matter how many times it tries to creep up.

Sam’s point of view:

“Sammy?” I see that little head pop inside my room “what are you doing here Keith?” I smile as he enters my room, harry gets off the bed when he sees jack entering “I drew picture” he grins and shows me the picture that he drew “that is mommy, daddy, me and you in the park” he grins “you come to the park pawmise?” he asks me “I will come” I smile at him I take the picture from his hand and glance at it and for a moment all the fear I have seems to disappear. I smile thinking about my future, maybe I can let go of the past with my mum and start new. After all I finally understand how love can change you, it makes you do crazy things but yet these crazy things make you feel happy, I think when you're in love you're just that, happy.

I look at harry as he talks to jack, it’s like he senses me staring at him, he looks back and smiles that beautiful smile of his. “Daddy said you help mommy?” Keith asks me “yes I am” I smile at him “does this hurt?” he points at the IV attached to my arm, he reaches to touch it “ouch!” I lie making him retrieve his hand quickly “sorry” he apologizes “I was only kidding it doesn’t hurt” I laugh making him laugh “come on Keith we need to go, let Sammy get some rest. We can meet her in the morning” jack calls out to Keith “okay, bye Sammy” he waves at me “bye Keith” I wave back.

“Thank you for this Samantha” jack’s eyes fills with tears as he thanks me “it’s for my mum jack, I would have done it anyway” I smile back at him “goodnight Samantha I will see you in the morning” with that he leaves the room.

“he really loves her” I speak as harry takes a seat on the chair next to me “yeah, he does but how are you okay with it now?” he asks me clearly confused with my change of heart “I guess I finally understand love” I look at him and smile “you're not wearing your necklace?” he questions me, my hand automatically moves to my now empty neck “I let go of the past.”

“you didn't have to do that Sam, I knew how much that necklace meant to you” he leans in closer “you mean more, I love you” I look straight into his eyes as I tell him that “I love you” he leans in and kisses me, but before he could deepen the kiss, we get interrupted.