chapter 34

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"I knew the second I met you that there was something about you I needed. Turns out it wasn't something about you at all, it was just you." - Beautiful Disaster by Jamie McGuire.

Harry's point of view:

This couldn't be happening, not to her, not to my Sam.

"It's going okay haz, she will okay" I could vaguely hear Liam's voice trying to console me,tying to make this emptiness I feel inside go away, but I couldn't listen to him or anyone else, all I wanted was to hear her beautiful voice.

I could see El's crying figure from the corner of my eyes but I was out of thoughts to go help her, the only thought that consumed my head was Sam, my baby is fighting for her life and I couldn't to anything but sit here and wait.

I send a silent prayer hoping my baby is going to be okay, she is going to okay; I have to stay positive.

"Harry drink this" zayn hands me a cup of  coffee, I shake my head refusing it "harry please, its been nearly 10 hours since you have eaten anything, its not healthy"

"I don't want anything" I yell "Sam is in there fighting for her life and I am here" I finally let it sink in as the tears flow down, breaking me as I let the pain seep in that my Sam may just die. Zayn pulls me into a hug as I cry on his shoulder. "She can't leave me like this zayn" I cry harder "she isn't going anywhere" he assures me.

"All she wanted to do was help, I should have convinced her not to risk her life like this. I am sure jack would have found someone, I should have not let Sam go through with this" I confess my selfish thoughts to zayn.

"You don't mean that harry, I know you're upset right now but Sam will get through this. She will not only survive this but  also save her mum's life. You should be proud of her." Zayn's words seep through my mind and I just nod in agreement.

I go back to the chair I was previously sitting in and wait, the seat next to me no longer empty, the elderly man looks as anxious as I do.

"waiting for someone special?" He asks me I give him a small smile and nod "me too, it's her fifth surgery this year but it never gets any less scary" he wipes a tear, I look at the ring in his finger and smile "how long have you been married for?" I ask him.

"Forty eight years" he smiles this genuine smile, he must really love his wife cause even after being together for forty eight years he still smiles when he thinks of her. "It's scary waiting here when the love of your life is in there" I sigh "She will be okay" he tells me "how?" I ask him "how do you know she is going to be okay?"

"Cause the story is not over son, you love her I can see it in your eyes. You are going to have a happy ending" he gives me a warm smile like he genuinely believes what he told me making me smile.

"how did you meet her?" he asks me "common friends" I shrug, I didn't really want to tell him that she was drunk when we met "how did you really meet?" he chuckles "a club" I laugh awkwardly as I get caught "I saw her dancing amongst everybody, trying to get lost among them but she had something in her that no matter where her small figure moved my eyes moved along with it. The girl was dangerous but I took my chances and went up to her and we dance the rest of the night, she came home with me that night but nothing happened and the next morning she just left, no note, no goodbye, but I guess fate was on my side, she ended up being my best friends girlfriend's roommate" I smile remembering how truly beautiful she looked the night that I had first laid my eyes on her.

"we fought in that party I had seen her in the next day,it was my fault I judged her without knowing anything about her. But now with ever laugh, every smile,every kiss and every tear that we shared together, I got to know the real her, the girl behind those built up walls and I fell so crazily in love with her,so much that it scares me sometimes but I guess that is what love is, its that all consuming feeling that you feel for someone and you know that you will never feel like this about anyone else and now that I have found it I am scared of losing it " I confess my feelings to the stranger next to me, he just smiles and nods at me "what's your story?" I ask him.

"my story was a bit more dramatic, she was my best friend's girl" he chuckles "we were childhood friends, I had always loved her, everything about her was perfect to me, her tiny little pigtales, the pink floral dress she wore, and that beautiful smile she wore that still brightens up my day, I loved her with everything a five year old had to offer, but she always had a eye for my best buddy. He seem to like her too so I let them be happy" he smiles as he recalls his past.

"I started to distant myself from them when I was about 13 and knew that I had to stay away if I had to let them be happy, though Ben and I talked when ever we saw each other, he wouldn't stop talking about her and I couldn't stop being in love with her."

"Mary and I ended up being in the same class in the seventh grade, we started talking again and few months and several notes later we became inseparable, it was just like old times but this time it was different Mary seem to see me more than Ben itself. At the age of 16 Ben broke up with her claiming that he didn't like her like that anymore, Mary was devastated and I wanted to go punch Ben for hurting her like that, I nearly did" he chuckles making me laugh.

"what happen after that?'' I ask him "when I confronted Ben he just laughed and told me I am not blind Adam, just don't let her go this time, I didn't really understand what he meant that time, he couldn't have known about my love for Mary. Well anyway the break up just seem to bring Mary and I closer but I was a big wuss to do anything about it, then one night I don't know what got to me I leaned in and kissed after I dropped her back, she kissed me for a second, it was better than what i dreamt it would feel like, well that's until she broke the kiss and slammed the door on my face"

"I stayed up the entire thinking about how I ruined our friendship but weirdly no matter what my brain tried telling me I knew I wouldn't have taken back our kiss" he smiles at me "did she realize that she liked you too that night?" I ask him

"nope she ignored me for the rest of the week" he laughs "she came up to me one day when I was getting few things from my locker and gives me  a quick kiss, and that's how it all began, here I am forty eight years later and my love for her has just grown with each passing day" he smiles as he finishes his story.

"dad is mum okay?" this lady probably in her thirty's calls out to him "that's my call, it was nice talking to you son, and don't worry she is going to be okay" he smiles and leaves to go and talk to his daughter.

His little story got me thinking about my future with Sam, I could see us getting married one day, having kids, two to be specific, one boy and one girl. I could see us growing old together, cause I know that one day from now or even fifty years from now the only face I would want to wake up to is hers. she is my forever.

Sam's point of view:

"the patient is crashing bring the crash cart, okay on three, one...two....three clear"

They say you see your happiest moments when you're close to death, and all I could see was harry.

a/n

small chapter I know but will update asap.

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