Something About You (Harry Styles fanic) *EDITING*

chapter 42

“I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave. My heart won't move, it's incomplete. Wish there was a way that I can make you understand” – no air, Jordin sparks feat Chris brown.

Harry’s point of view:

I groan and shift on my bed trying to block out the sunlight, I pull the blanket over my body when she wraps her arms around me snuggling closer to me. I smile in my sleepy state and turn around and look at her, she looks so beautiful in her sleep. She looks so innocent, almost like an angel. I push the strand away from her face making her smile.

“Harry stop staring its creepy” she laughs making me smile “it’s not my fault my girl looks so beautiful” I lean in and kiss her jaw.

 “Harry” she whines but it sounds more like a moan to me. “I love you” I smile and continue to kiss her “I will love you more if you let me sleep.” She groans making me laugh.

“Don’t sleep then” I smile and kiss her lips; I bite her lower lip slightly sucking on it making her grin and kiss me back. “I have missed you, this feels like a dream having you here in my arms.” I kiss her cheek pulling her closer to my body. “It is a dream curly” she tells me and runs her hand through my hair making sigh.

“I don’t want to wake up from this. I hate not being with you.” I inhale the scent that I missed so much. “Then come back to me. You know where to find me.” She kisses my cheek as I close my eyes giving in to her touch.

“You have him now, you don’t need me” I mumble “I love you harry forever and always. Come back to me.”

I open my eyes to see an empty hotel room. I sink further down on my bed as I remember the dream, it felt so real, and how I wished it was real. It’s been nearly two weeks since I have left and I have been having the same dream every night, and every night it just seems more real than the previous one.

I grab my phone and dial her number hoping that she would pick up my call at least today. I want her to know that she isn’t alone; I will always be there for her. Even if she may have slept with Lucus that night or maybe even every night from then. I chose not to think about that and just focus on my love for her.

Hi you have reached Samantha I am currently busy or maybe I just don’t want to talk to you anyway leave a message after the beep.

I smile when I hear her laughter. “Sam it’s me, I understand if you don’t want to talk to me but I miss you. I wish you would pick up my call just once. I am waiting for you to come back to me. I love you Sam, I hope you realize that too.”  The line goes dead as I sigh and get up and get ready to put on a fake smile.

Sam’s point of view:

“Sam I love you and I care about you that is why I am telling you this.” My mum continues to give me the same lecture that I have been hearing everyday for the past two weeks “mum I don’t want to go out” I tell her and take a bite of my pancakes, I look at the plate of pancakes and all I can think of is harry. I push the plate away from me and look away before I break down again.

I promised myself that I won’t cry today, I had no more tears left to shed but oh how I was wrong. I have been trying to push away this pain but it seems impossible especially when everything reminds me of him.

“What’s wrong with the pancakes?” my mum questions me “nothing, I am not that hungry.” I shrug and turn my attention to Keith as he drew something on the paper “who is that?” I ask Keith “harry” he comments as I hold my breath; no one has really used his name in front of me for weeks.

“I am going out for a while” I tell my mum and walk away before she tells me anything. I look like a mess, my hair has knots, my eyes swollen with all the crying, my cheeks pink and puffy. I pull the jacket closer as the wind blows.

I aimlessly walk around trying to get my thoughts together. My mum told me that every relationship has its own bumps and I have the choice to let this bump crumble what I have with harry or I could look past it. But it is easier said than done. Harry was the ray of sunlight that came into my darkness and pulled me out of something that was my own personal hell.

I want to believe what we had was not lies; the love we shared for each other was anything but lies. But he hasn’t called me or even tried to get in touch with me in the past two weeks, I mean sure I don’t have my phone but he has jack’s number he could have called him and talked to me. All he had to do was try, he just had to show me that the harry that I fell in love with was the real harry and that he really does care for me. If he had just shown that I would run back to him, I maybe strong but I am not strong enough to stay away from him. I love him too much to stay away.

I look up and see the familiar apartment in front of me. I take a deep breath before I knock on the door. A few seconds later the door opens “Sam?” el smiles and pulls me into a hug I hesitate for a moment and hug her back.

“I didn’t expect to see you today.” She tells me as I enter the apartment “I didn’t expect to come here either” I tell her as I take a seat on the couch “I have missed you. Where have you been staying?” el asks me “with my mum.” I answer and fiddle with my hands, why is this so awkward.

“You know you can stay here Sam. This is place is yours as much it is mine.” She squeezes my hand reassuring me “I know but I just didn’t want too” I admit making her frown “I am sorry for what I did Sam I really am.”

“Why el? I thought you considered me as a sister”

“I still do Sam and it is because I love you that I did what I did. I know it was wrong making it some sort of bet thing and I am still mad at Louis for telling it you in the way he did.” She huffs in annoyance making me laugh.

“But he did tell the truth though” I shrug trying not to remember his hurtful words. “he didn’t mean what he said Sam, I know Louis and he was just irritated. He never meant what he said.” She defends her boyfriend making me roll my eyes.

“Listen Sam I know starting your relationship with harry as a bet was wrong on my behalf but don’t torture yourself and him for something that is mine and Louis fault. He loves you Sam and you know it, he brought the side in you that you thought was dead and that’s all I wanted for you.”

“I don’t know el sometimes love is not enough.” I shrug “that’s all lies and you know it. If you didn’t love him you wouldn’t be sitting here looking like a complete mess, you wouldn’t be crying over him then.”

“I just wanted to him to fight for me you know. Prove me wrong by showing me that our love was real but he didn’t even call me since I walked away that night.”

“Did you sleep with Lucus?” el asks me making cringe at that thought “no he tried to make me sleep with him but I couldn’t do that to harry. I couldn’t let anyone touch me like that after harry has.”

“I knew it but Lucus told harry that you did. And Sam as far as I know harry has been trying to call you every single day. He really loves you Sam. So just pick up his call.”

I let el’s words sink in, harry hasn’t given up on us he has been trying to call me, he still loves me. “El I have to go.” I get up and walk towards the door; I need to get my phone back even if it means I meet that sleazebag. I need to hear his messages.

“Will I see you again Sam?” she asks me I just nod and walk away.

a/n 

hi guys sorry for the long wait but i have been sick the whole of last week and this week i was busy with my job and all that but anyway here is the update sorry if there are any mistakes i typed this in a hurry in my office. 

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