Something About You (Harry Styles fanic) *EDITING*

chapter 29

“The future needs your attention. It has something beautiful to offer you, but first you must let go of the past in order to receive it.”- Unknown.

Sam’s point of view:

The ride to the hospital was silent, a little too silent for my liking “so I never really asked you, how is she doing?” I spoke breaking the silence.

“She is in the ICU, the doctors are telling that it’s critical and if she doesn’t get her transplant within the week, I am afraid she might....” he choked in the last part, he wasn’t even able to complete the sentence without shedding a tear; he really did love her.

If someone told me a few weeks back that I would be meeting my mum let alone help her, I would have laughed. A big part of me is glad that I am helping her, these "feelings" seem strange, I despise her yet I want to help her.

I look back and see Keith fast asleep, I smiled thinking about how he could always live his life like this happy and carefree, I am doing this for him, but I know somewhere deep down a part which will never admit it, I am also doing this for her. No matter what she has done I can’t seem to find enough reasons to hate her enough to not help her.

“What are you thinking off? You didn't change your mind did you?”  He asked me, you could sense the tension in his voice. I just shook my head “I was just wondering if I would be a match?” I lied “since your her daughter you will be a match.” He smiled with hope gleaming in his eyes.

“Then why do these tests?” I asked him.

“Is just to ensure that you’re healthy enough to donate.” I nodded to his answer. I looked over at Keith again and turned and glanced out the window “why didn't she just let me be a part of this life of her life?” I blurted out even before thinking what I was telling, jack looked a little taken back by my question “she wanted too, I knew she did but she wasn’t sure if you were ready to have me in your life.”

“But she thought I was old enough to take care of myself.” I rolled my eyes at him. “She thought you had Damon, she knew he would take care of you. She met him once after she left, asked about you and saw that you were happy so she left, she made Damon promise that he would take care of you.”

Okay, now that was new Damon met her, he talked to her after she left, why didn't he ever tell me that? “What when Damon umm.....you know died, she said she knew, why didn't she come at least then?” I can’t believe I am actually sitting here in jack’s car and actually talking about all of this.

“She came to know only a year after his death, she wanted to meet you but she was scared that she was too late.” He spoke.

“She really wants you in her life Samantha.” Jack glanced at me, I just shook my head “you know what let’s just drop this do the tests, the sooner I am done with all this, the sooner you can go back to having a happy family.”  I snapped at him, the rest of the car ride remained silent.

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I glance at my phone as I waited for them to call my name, I needed to talk to harry about this but he hadn’t picked up so I am assuming that he is still busy with everything. I glanced around the hospital, a shiver running down my back when I saw sick people around me. I hated this place; I really wish he was here with me. “Miss Green?” a friendly looking nurse called my name “that’s me.”

“Follow me, change here and the doctor shall come conduct the tests in a minute.” I nodded and headed to change into the hospital gowns.

I sat on the examining bed waiting for the doctor “miss green, I am doctor brown. Are you ready for the tests?” he smiled; he was in his fifties and a friendly and warm demeanour that made me like him almost immediately.