Something About You (Harry Styles fanic) *EDITING*

chapter 31

“All I wanna do is find a way back into love. I can’t make it through without a way back into love. And if I open my heart again, I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end.”- Way back into love, music and lyrics.

Sam’s point of view:

He is going to text me, any minute, harry always texts me in the morning, he is going to text. Just one text, that’s all I need to know that we are going to be okay, he couldn’t have meant it when he said he couldn’t do this anymore, he loves me, doesn’t he?

But nothing but the time has changed on my phone, I sighed before I got up to go have my shower and get ready for work.

The shower had calmed my nerves to a big extent but I still needed to talk to harry, I looked at my phone to see I had like three missed calls, but it was only from jack. I decided to ignore it for now; I decide to get ready before I get for work.

I slid on my black skinny jeans with a white tee, I looked at my reflection, the girl looking back at me looked lost and hurt but more than that she looked empty. My fingers brushed against the necklace that once meant the world to me, that felt like it was a part of me, but suddenly it feels like a stranger around my neck, it was time to let go of the past.

Harry’s point of view:

I can’t text her, it’s over harry, let it go, let her go. My mind and my heart were having an internal war, they say always listen to your heart, but when your heart refuses to do the right thing, I think I should listen to my head. So that’s what I am doing, I am listening to my head. It is killing me but I can’t text her, cause I know if I do text her, I would just go back to her, I have to stay strong.

 But you love her, just text her.

I shook the thoughts from my head and decided to head to the studio early so that I could get my mind away from everything; you mean her, my conscious sneers. I grab my keys and leave.

I sat there getting lost in the music as I played the guitar “with half an arrow in my chest, cause I miss everything we do, I’m half a heart with you...”

“Harry? Are you okay?” Louis asked as he entered the studio “yeah I am” I fake a smile hoping he would just drop it, but Louis being Louis wouldn’t do that “what’s wrong hazza?” he asks as he takes a seat next to me, “I broke up with Sam last night” I speak without making any eye contact.

“Why?” his voice was barely audible “she has a past Louis and I just don’t know if I can handle it anymore”

“But you already knew about the whole sleeping around with the guys and you didn't seem to have a problem with that”

“it’s not the sleeping around thing, I knew that before I fell in love with her” I speak keeping the guitar away “you love her?” he asks me sounding shocked “yeah I do but my love isn’t enough to keep us together, she was in love with this guy before me and she hasn’t let him go” I shrug “so she doesn’t love you, is that the problem?” he asks me clearly confused.

“She loves me Louis but I will never come first, it will always be him” I yell “who is this guy? And is he still in her life?”

“His name is Damon and he died two years ago” I sigh.

“Wait your jealous of a dead guy?” Louis chuckles, “it’s not funny Louis, I know it sounds messed up but she depends on a dead guy more than she depends on me. I guess I just want her to come to me before she thinks of him.” I sigh “so it’s over cause of this little thing?” he asks as he takes a seat next to me “I guess it is, until she learns to let go of her past and accept that I am her future.” I tug the roots of my hair in frustration “it’s going to be okay haz” Louis pulled into a hug “it’s not going to be okay, Louis I love her” I sob, finally letting it all out.