chapter 37

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“Once in a while right in the middle of ordinary life, love gives us a fairytale.”

Sam’s point of view:

It’s been nearly a week since harry and I spoke about the bet. He said it was nothing but my head playing games with me due the medication and all. I knew he was lying, he isn’t very good at lying but something told me that I didn't need to know what he was hiding. Sometimes it’s better to be left alone in the dark than know the truth.

It’s been a week since I have been stuck within these four white depressing walls. The depression hadn’t dawned upon till today. Harry was with me the entire week taking off from his work to take care of me and within these seven days my love for him has just increased.

He has been so loving and caring, making sure I have everything I want, staying by my side. Even the thoughts of him seem to light up the room.

“Sammy?” I see Keith’s little head pop in with a huge grin on his face.

“Hi” I grin at him as he tries climbing the bed with his tiny little hands trying to pull himself up. I laugh and lean and pull him up, I flinch in pain as it shoots through my body.

“Sammy you alright?” Keith asks me and cups my cheeks with his tiny hands “yeah I must have carried you in some wrong way” I laugh trying to ease the pain.

“Sorry” he leans in and kisses my cheek. “What about my other cheek?” I pout he gives me wet kiss on the other cheek and laughs as I rub my cheek.

“Keith you forgot your colouring book.” Jack enters the room. The bags under his eyes show that he hasn’t really had time to rest since my mum’s surgery.

“Thank you” he grins at his father and grabs the book from jack’s hand and comes and snuggles closer to me.

“How is she?” I ask him not really wanting to hear the answer to that, I don’t want to lose her after all that we have been through. I want to let go of the past, a place that was filled with just pain and sadness. I want to look forward to a future with a nice family and a boy who I love more than life itself. After all the old Sam was back.

“She isn’t doing great Sam.” My smile fades away as quickly as it came. I have lost so many people within these three years and I don’t want to lose my mum.

“I wish I could tell you something you want to hear Sam. But you deserve to know the truth. The doctors are trying everything they can. I just don’t know what else to do.” He sobs into his pudgy hands.  My heart breaks for this man, I may not like him for taking my dad’s place but he truly loves her. No one deserves to feel that pain you feel when you lose someone you truly love. I lost Damon and I know that if something came between harry and I....... I shudder at the thought of losing him.

“She will be okay jack. She will fight this and survive this. Your love is too strong to let death come in between you both. I know she will be okay.” I give him a reassuring smile. He wipes his tears away and gives me a weak smile.

“Do you mind looking after Keith for a while? I have some paper work I need to go through.”

“Yeah Sure” I smile as he leaves the room.

“You want to help with the colouring?” he looks up and smiles and me “yeah okay” I grab a crayon and start filling in the colours.

Harry’s point of view:

I heard her laughter filling my ears making me smile as I enter the room.

“No....Sammy that’s the wrong colour” Keith laughs as he pulls the pink crayon from Sam’s hand.

“but I like the trees to be pink” Sam pouts “but tree green and flower pink” he huffs trying to get his big sister to understand.

“Harry tell Sammy tree green not pink” I lay the food on the table and pick him up from the bed “Sammy tree is green and not pink”  I chuckle as I lean in and give her a quick kiss.

“I missed you today” I whisper in her ear and lay a kiss right below her ear making her breath hitch. I kiss her burning red cheeks and take pull up the seat next to her bed.

 “I missed you too. This hospital walls are depressing I want to go home.” She sighs clearly frustrated stuck between these four walls. I didn't leave her side this entire week until today I had a meeting I had to attend. I am supposed to be at work but after a lot of arguing the management finally let me go.

“Well you don’t have to be stuck here any longer” the doctor enters and smiles at Sam. I know he is just her doctor but I see the way he looks at her and I hate it. If he wasn’t the reason that Sam was getting better he would the one getting treated.

“You seem to perfectly normal Samantha so you're free to get discharged this evening.” He smiles at her “thank you doc. These four walls were really getting to me” she laughs. I continue to play with Keith in my lap as she talks to the doctor.

 “Harry could get some of my clothes when you come today evening?”

“Yeah sure Sammy anything else you need?” I ask her as I open the containers “no the rest of the things will anyway be there when I go home” she laughs “I was actually hoping you would stay with me the rest of the week you know till you're better.” I really just need to spend more time with her. I found out that we have this North American promotion thing we have to do and I leave in a week.

“Yeah okay I would love that actually” she smiles and takes the food from my hand.

“Are you staying till evening?” she asks me before taking a bite of her sandwich “no I actually have this interview in an hour and then a photo shoot but I will be here to pick you up in the evening” I smile at her and she gives me a weak smile.

"what's wrong baby?" I ask her.

“You know this place is really boring without you. I miss having you by my side” she pouts “I know baby but it’s my work. You know I would stay with you if I could.”

“I know and I am so proud of you. I saw you performing and you look so happy and I love to see you like that”

“You have clearly not seen me when I am with you then. I am the happiest with you Sam. I love you” I put Keith down on the bed as he munches on the apple pieces.

“I love you too harry so much that even a day without you hurts. I don’t want to lose you harry. You give me hope for a future that I never imagined that I would have. Please don’t give me a reason to get hurt.” She pleads I lean in and pull her close to me closing the distance we have between each other. My lips attaches to her warm ones sending a shiver down my spine. Each kiss of ours just makes me love her more. And with each kiss I want to show her how exactly she makes me feel.

We part and I lean and lay my forehead on hers “Sam do you feel that. Every time I kiss you everything around me goes hazy and all I can focus is on you, and how much I love you. And every time I kiss you I know that you are the only girl I want to kiss for the rest of my life. You mean so much to me Sam and I don’t want you to ever doubt what we have. Our love is a once in a lifetime love. And now that I found it, now that I found you I am never going to let you go.” I give her a quick kiss and smile at her. 

a/n:

sorry for the super late and super short update . these fianls have drained every single creative brain cell of mine but one more exam and its finally summer. i can almost smell the freedom in the air. thank you all for being so paitent. i love you guys.

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