Something About You (Harry Styles fanic) *EDITING*

chapter 27

“I wish that you would just leave, Cause your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone. These wounds won't seem to heal; this pain is just too real

there’s just too much that time cannot erase”-Evanescence – My Immortal

Sam’s point of view:

I stared at the little boy in front of me, he looked like a mixture of my mum and jack he had her big blue eyes and jack’s spiky brown hair; his blue eyes filled with tears as he walked to my mum’s unconscious body “mommy wake up.” He cried “why isn’t mommy waking up?” he looked at me with his big blue eyes still filled with tears.

“She is just not feeling well so we are taking her to the hospital okay.” I gave him a weak smile “is she going to be okay?” he walked closer and held on to her hand. “We are going to let the doctors take care of her okay?” he stared at me and back at her and just nodded.

“Hey Sam the paramedics are here.” Harry spoke as he entered the room “Sam who is this?” he kneeled down to his level but my little brother hid behind me “hey its okay he is my friend he is going to help us with your mom okay?” he looked at me with his big blue eyes and looked at harry with a big smile.

“What’s your name?” harry asked him “Keith.” As soon as the word left his little mouth my eyes went wide again; did mom actually name him after dad?

Keith looked scared when he saw the paramedics entering the room with the gurney his eyes filled with tears and he started crying again when he saw them lifting my mom....I mean our mom and leaving the room with her “hey Keith its going to be okay they are just taking her to the doctor.” I spoke as he cuddled in my arms looking for comfort.

“You promise she will be okay?” he looked at me with the watery eyes that I couldn’t help but lie to him “I promise.” He seemed to believe my lie well after all he was just two. He nodded and snuggled closer when I lifted him and walked towards our car.

“I will sit in the back seat with him.”  I whispered harry just nodded and walked towards the driver’s seat.

Harry’s point of view:

The drive was silent I occasionally glanced at Sam who stared at her little brother who was fast asleep in her arms. “What are you thinking about?” I asked, she broke her glance from the little boy to look at me.

“This is weird you know finding out I have a little brother. I should be hating him but he has my father’s name harry, and it’s not just that, I just got to know that he exists and I already feel this strong need to protect him. Weird isn’t it?” she looked at him and smiled when he let out soft snores.

“I know deep down that my mom would have started a family but it still hurts to know that she kept me away from all of this, I am trying to understand why she did it but I just can’t. I can’t forgive her for what she has done to me. I don’t think I never will.” She looks at me and wipes away the tears that escaped her eyes.

“But would you help her if she needs you?” my voice is barely a whisper; I know this topic is a sensitive one and right now I didn't want to fight with her. “I don’t know.” She admits and looks out the window.

The rest of the car ride is silent as we drive to the hospital.

Sam’s point of view:

I knew my mom would need me, but am I willing to help her? She wasn’t there for me so why should I? I was fighting this internal battle of hating her and wanting to be there for her.

I take a glance at my little brother who was fast asleep on my lap; I really don’t understand why she left? Why couldn’t she just have made me a part of her life? Sure I didn't get along with jack but eventually maybe just maybe I could have learnt to get along with him.