*Heather's POV*
-The morning after Louis saw the cuts for the second time.-
I awoke to Louis faint snores and puffs of breath hitting my cheek. I giggled and snuggled closer into his warmth making him wrap his arms tighter around my small frame. I fell back asleep only to be awoke by Suvannah and Harry bursting into my room, dear god, perfecting timing. Louis sprung out of bed as the door flung open. He stood there in only his boxers. I got up to talk to Suvannah and noticed I was only in a t-shit and panties. Oh shit, this doesn't look good at all. Harry gave Louis a look and he simply replied "A quick shag was all." I gaped at him in disbelief. "Get out of my house, and never talk to me again Louis." I spoke harshly. He gave me a 'You know I didn't mean it look' but if he didn't mean it he wouldn't have said it. "Louis just leave. I never want to see you again." He nodded and walked into my room gathering his clothes, slipping them on and leaving without another word.
As soon as I saw he was gone I broke down crying my eyes out. "Heather what's wrong?" Suvannah asked rubbing circles into the small of my back. "He was so caring last night, he didn't even make any moves on me, we never did anything, and you all show up and I'm just a quick shag. No, I hate him." Harry looked shocked. "Louis didn't make a move?" I shook my head "No, he kissed the cuts on my legs were I cut, and he cuddled with me and whispered nice and caring things into my ear until I went to sleep." Harry looked really shocked by this point. "Haz what's wrong?" Suvannah asked the curly headed boy who sat there in utter shock and disbelief. "Louis, hasn't acted like he cared sense he caught his ex-girlfriend Eleanour cheating on him, he loved her so much and she made him go insane, he beat the crap out of the guy and got sent to jail, and when he came back he wasn't the same, he started doing drugs, smoking, drinking, fighting, and using girls just to make them feel the hurt he did." I looked at him in shook. All I could think of was Louis without tattoos all loving and caring with a beautiful girl by his side, then him in jail scared for a while then all his anger showing, getting all of his tattoos spilling his feelings in the ink over his skin, and worst of all I could see him crying over her sobbing in pain, begging anyone to make the pain stop, all I knew is I would help him if he would let me.
I looked to see Harry starring at me "I want to help him." Harry shook his head. "That could be very dangerous, he's hurt many people." I shook my head disagreeing "I don't care, I want to, he needs to feel happy, and actually have a girl in his life he can trust, a girl that wants to be in his life, a girl like me. I would never hurt him, heck I wouldn't even think of it, he's all I can think about." I admitting letting all my feelings spilled out. Harrys eyes flicked behind me and I turned to see Louis standing there biting his lip awkwardly. I watched as a few tears spilled down his face. "That's why I told you everything I touched ruins, because I have the most amazing chance right in front of me and I'm to big of a coward to take it. Heather, I want you, I really do, but I hurt girls, like Eleanour hurt me." I interrupted him "Not every girl is like her Lou, you know." This seemed to make him angry. "DON'T TALK ABOUT HER!." I looked at him and spoke softly. "Louis don't yell. Please it scares me when you yell." This seemed to calm him down. He took three long steps and open his arms embracing my in a hug. "I'm sorry Heather, I'll let you try, if you really want to, and I will try my best not to hurt you." He kissed my head and looked over to see Harry and Suvannah hugging and staring in or direction. "Thanks mate/" Louis spoke giving Harry and bro hug. Harry nodded and grabbed Suvannah's hand leading her out the door.
I turned to Louis as they left. "Why didn't you tell anyone?" I asked. "Because it made me weak, I didn't like being weak, so that's why I am who I am now." I just nodded not wanting to question him any farther. Louis looked at me before speaking "I'm sorry about earlier, you mean so much more to me than a quick shag, and when I saw Harry I just, it just slipped. It scares me that you mean so much to me, I just don't want to be hurt anymore." Louis spoke in a deep voice. I walked up to him and wrapped my arms around him laying my head on his chest. "Louis I want you to know as long as you let me, I will give you everything I have to show you that not everyone will hurt you. But you need to trust me." I looked up into his glassy eyes. "I-I do trust you." He said right before he pressed our lips together, Our lips moved in sync as he wrapped his arms around me he grabbed the back of my thighs. "Jump" He mumbled against my lips, I listened and wrapped my legs around his waist not caring that I was still in my panties and a t-shirt. He was walking somewhere and I wasn't sure where until my back hit my bed. I wasn't sure were this was headed but right now I didn't care. Then the next words he spoke sent chills down my spine. "The real question is do you trust me?" I just looked up lost in his gaze all I could do was nod while I spoke "Yes, I do. " He took that as a great answer as He took his jogging pants and shirt off then removed my shirt leaving us both almost naked. "How much do you trust me Heather?" He spoke in a deep voice as he kissed down my stomach. "I trust you a lot." He lifted my back up unclasping my bra before attacking my breasts making me arch my back in pleasure. I wretched down and palmed him through his boxers making a growling sound come from the back of his throat. In less than seconds we were both naked he was positioned ready to ease his way in at any seconds he looked at me and kissed me "I want you to know this is the first time, this has meant something to me, this isn't going to be just a quick shag." I nodded my head as he pressed himself into me making me scream out in pain, he gave me no time to adjust as he slid in and out of my at a slow and easy pace. "Shh, it'll all be over soon." He wiped the tears off of my cheeks and kissed me while remaining at his slow pace that was killing him and I could tell. "Faster." He shook his head "No, I'll hurt you." I rolled my eyes "Louis please go faster. Please." This time he didn't argue and slammed into me, making my cry out in pleasure. "R-righ-right there!" I screamed as he slammed into me time and time again. With a few more thrust he pulled out and sat up picking me up out of the bed and walking into the bathroom. He turned on the water and ran a tub of warm water sitting me into it. "I'm gonna change the bed sheets, and the bath with relieve the pain later on" I nodded and sunk down in the water laying there letting all my stress and soreness wash away. Louis came back in soon after and got in the tub behind my sitting me between his legs. I laid my head back on his chest while he washed my body off. After he rinsed me off he carried me to my bed and got some panties and a t-shirt and dressed me then pulled some boxers up on his legs. He laid me down in bed beside of him pulling me into his chest I fell asleep.
I was awoke by someone knocking on my door. I pulled some shorts on and went to answer the door to see my best friend Liam. "Oh my gosh your back!" I screamed wrapping my arms around his neck. "I was just gone for a few days, all I did was go and visit mum and dad." He stated. I nodded my head as I heard Louis scream "So this is what you do to me! HUH?" I turned "Louis, he's just a friend nothing more. If I wanted anything more with anyone else last night wouldn't have happened." Louis stood there in taking everything in before apologizing "Listen Heather I'm sorry I just got jealous is all, forgive me?" I nodded and pecked his lips and turned to speak to Liam. "Well Liam this is Louis, and Louis this is Liam." They nodded and exchanged 'heys' and then Liam asked the question I wish he wouldn't have because I didn't even know the answer to it.
"Are you two dating?"
