Supernaturally In Love (On Hold)

Goodbye for now and Flashback

We were on our way to drop Jeremy off at the airport. We were driving in silence, it wasn't an awkward silence it was a mixture of sadness and comfort. We got there in what seemed like an eternity.

"So I see you soon." I told him giving him a bear hug. He did the same to me and picking me up and twirling me like he used to do when we were kids. 

"Yeah. I will miss you so much. I already hated being away from my monkey once not sure how long  can handle it again." He said letting go and then turning to Bell and hugging her. "Take care of her." He said hugging her tighter.

"Always." She said trying to hold back tears. They let go and started walking to me. I felt something run down my cheek.

"Don't cry for me. I'll be back. Always." He said wiping my tears and hugging me after.

"I know. Plus I have this." I said, my voice coming out like a whisper; then pulling back and grabbing the heart pendant of the necklace.

"Exactly, so both of you can have something of me. And there is always my room with all my things."

He gave us one last hug then his plane was called. He hugged Belle first then me "Give Harry a chance." Was all he said then he left.

We stayed there until his flight left. We were on our way home but halfway there we had to stop for gas, and I think from there I fell asleep.

"Linds, babe wake up we're home." I heard Belle say while shaking me.

Today felt like it went to fast. Couldn't someone slow it down? Just for alittle bit? I went to my bathroom, and turned on the shower. I went to plug in my Ipod and put it on shuffle before I stepped into the shower.

"How ironic." I said as the 'Daylight' by Maroon 5 began to play.

Here I am waiting, I'll have to leave soon, why am I holdin' on

We knew this day would come, we knew it all along

How did it come so fast

This is our last night, but it's late and I'm tryin' not to sleep

'Cuz I know, when I wake I will have to slip away

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go

But, tonight I'm 'gonna hold you so close

'Cuz in the daylight, we'll be on our own

But, tonight I need to hold you so close

Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

Here I am starring, at your perfection in my arms; so beautiful.

The sky is getting bright, the stars are burnin' out.

Somebody slow it down.

This is way too hard, 'cuz I know when the sun comes up I will leave

This is my last glance that will soon be memories

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go

But, tonight I'm 'gonna hold you so close

'Cuz in the daylight, we'll be on our own

But, tonight I need to hold you so close

Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

I never wanted to stop, because I don't want to start all over, start all over

I was afraid of the dark, but now it's all that I want, all that I want, all that I want

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go

But, tonight I'm 'gonna hold you so close

'Cuz in the daylight, we'll be on our own

But, tonight I need to hold you so close

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go

But, tonight I'm 'gonna hold you so close

'Cuz in the daylight, we'll be on our own

But, tonight I need to hold you so close

Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

Oh whoa, oh whoa, oh whoa

Oh whoa, (yeah) oh whoa, (yeah) oh whoa (yeah) (yeah)

Oh whoa, (yeah hey) oh whoa, (yeah hey) oh whoa

By the time I got out of the shower two songs had already passed. I dried myself and got dressed then went to try to sleep. It was about an hour later when I turned the tv on and started watching House M.D. I looked over to the clock I had on my nightstand 11:05, great I'll be falling asleep during the last day of school.

As I was fast forwarding through the commercials Eli came in. "Good you're awake, can you please open the door?"

"There is a doggy door." I told him pausing the tv.

"It's locked, I really really REALLY have to use the bathroom." He said while turning to go downstairs. I got out of bed and followed him.

"Hurry, I have to sleep." I told him once he got off the porch.

He came back and I locked the door and went upstairs. I continued to watch tv until I looked at the clock and it said 1:25am. I turned the tv off and went to sleep.

''''''''''''''''    dream     ''''''''''''

A song was playing on the radio I recognized it, it was 'Every rose has it's thorn'

"Jeremy give your sister another fry."  A man said from the drivers seat. I turned to the left and saw Jeremy, he looked 11.

"Dad, their mine." He said still giving her .... me the fry.

"It's okay. I'll sneak you an extra ice cream later. How's my Princess Monkey doing?" He asked looking at me from the rear view mirror.  "Thumbs up?" He said giving a thumbs up.

"Tums up Daddy." I told him holding up my thumb and index finger. I was 5.

"Alright kiddies we're home." He said unlocking the doors, getting out and coming to the back to help me out of the booster seat I was in.

We were all inside when he said. "Who wants a surprise?"

"Me me  me." Jeremy and I said in unison.

"Let's go to the barn."

We both ran outside and reached the barn door. Jeremy opened it and we went inside.

"Awesome, this is so cool." He said looking at the four wheeler in front of him.

"Do you like it?" Dad asked while coming in with Veronica who looked annoyed with us.

"Yeah, this is so awesome." Jeremy said while getting on.

"What about you Monkey, do you like yours?" he asked walking to me.

"Awesome." I said and went to gave him a hug. He lifted me up and hugged me, then sat me down on the ATV and put my helmet on he went to start it but instead of the engine what I heard was.

Beep beep beep.