Forever & Always ~ Niall Horan AU~

Chapter 3

Kristy's POV

"Hi i'm here to see Dr. Smith." I told the receptionist. 

"Name please?" She asked me. 

"Kristy Chase." I told her. 

"Just take a seat over there and she will call you in." I nodded then guided the stroller to the nearest chair. Violet was peacefully sleeping. I heard my name being called and I walked up to the doctor. 

"Right this way." She told me. I nodded then walked into the office.

"So what brings you to therapy?"  

"I have amnesia. I can only remember everything up until I was 16." 

"Okay. I'm going to be honest with you, I've never treated someone with amnesia before. But I will try my best to help you." 

"Thank you." I told her.

"Now what was the last things you can remember from your past?" She asked me. 

"Um, I'm at school and I'm talking to my friend Katie. She's being her usual self and complaining about all the teachers." The therapist nodded her head and started to write on her flow pad.

"Is that all?" She asked me. 

"As far as I can remember." 

"Okay, now let's look at the present. What has happened in your life?" 

"I'm engaged and I have a daughter." 

"Is that her?" She asked me.

"Yes, her names Violet." 

"And your fiance' is he from your past?" 

"Not that I can remember. We didn't go to high school together. I don't know about college though." 

"Your pregnancy do you remember anything from it?" I shook my head.

"No." I told her tears forming.

"It scares me. I don't know how i'm going to face her when she's grown. And tell her I don't remember her pregnancy or birth." 

"With time you will get better. How long has it been since your accident?" 

"A little over three weeks." She nodded.

"Now I want to move on to a different subject. Some people with amnesia they say that their dreams can sometimes reveal a part of there past. Has there been anything that has stuck out to you?" I shook my head.

"There hasn't but for some reason every time I look into Violet's eyes I feel as if it has something to do with my past." 

"And does Violet have your eyes?" 

"No."

"Does she have your fiance' eyes?" 

"No." 

"Is your fiance' the father of your child?" She asked.

"I don't know." 

~At Home~

"So how was your first therapy session?" Matt asked me. 

"It was fine." I told him continuing what I was doing. 

"Any breakthroughs?" He asked me.

"Well no. But I do have a question for you." I told him.

"Okay, ask away." He told me. 

"Are you Violet's father?" I asked him. Matt stopped what he was doing and looked at me. 

"Well?" I pushed further. 

"um well......you know.....yes?" It came out more like a questions. I opened my mouth to say something but decided against it. 

"Dinner's ready." I told him. I brought the food to the table then sat down. 

"I think it would be best if you slept on the couch." I told him.

"See this is why I didn't want you to go to a therapist. One session with her and you are already doubting me." He told me his voice rising. 

"Well maybe because it's true." 

"Why can't you just trust me?" He asked me. 

"I don't know who to trust anymore." 

Niall's POV

I heard a knock on my door, I sighed but told the person to come in. 

"Sir, we have finished searching America." One of my security guards told me.

"And?" I growled being impatience. 

"No luck, sir." I growled in frustration.

"But I have good news. No airports have spotted her." 

"And how is this good news?" I asked him.

" It narrows done the search." He told me. 

"Out." I growled. 

"Yes sir." He said then hurried out of the room. I sighed and leaned back in my chair. I got up and walked out onto my balcony. I leaned on the railing and looked down into the garden. I saw Isabella and Chris holding hands and walking around. I smiled to myself. 

Narrator's POV

After spending an hour outside thinking to himself. Niall walked back inside, closing the doors leading out onto the balcony. He went over to his couch and sat down. He leaned forward then started to cry into his hands. 

"I'm so sorry." He whispered. 

Maura was walking past Niall's office, when she heard someone crying inside. She knocked on the door then walked inside. 

"Niall?" She called out.

"Mum." Niall quickly stood up and wiped his tears away. 

"Oh honey have you been crying?" She asked him.

"No." He lied.

"Niall." She said in a warning tone. 

"Maybe." She pulled him into her embrace. 

"It's okay. Let it out." She sat down pulling him with her.

"Mum i'm fine." Niall tried to tell his mother. 

"You sure?" Maura asked her son. 

"Yeah." He gave her a small smile. 

"Okay. You should go to bed it's getting late." She told him. 

"I will." She nodded giving him a small squeeze then walked out of the room.

Niall sighed he got up and walked out of the room and towards his bedroom. He walked into his room and sat down on the bed. He grabbed Kristy's pillow and brought it to his chest and held it in his arms.

"I'll find you. I promise I will." 

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Hey, I hope you guys like this update. This one might be a bit sad. Don't forget I am having a Q & A, so please go ask questions. The more questions you ask the sooner I reply. I hope I can answer all of your questions.

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