'XAVIER'S POV
Me: "Debbie are you serious?"
Debbie: "Yeah I quit. I've caused a lot of problems to everyone so I think this is what's best for me"
Me: "Think about Jaidyn, what if something happens to you I don't want to have to explain to him what happened to you"
Debbie: "Can we talk in the other room please?"
Me: "Yeah come on", I gave Jaidyn to my mom and we walked upstairs to my old room.
Debbie: "Look I know what I want to do is risky but I just don't know what to do anymore. I mean I thought I was doing good and I was looking at some brochures that made me interested in them but after I read them I just kept it moving but seeing you hold Jaidyn made me want to go"
Me: "I just got you and Jaidyn back I don't want you to leave babe"
Debbie: "I have to. I've done just too much that I'm just confused. I messed up your family's life when I went and worked for your dad. I didn't tell you and I've killed soo many people it's ridiculous, I've caused wars between gangs, I somehow ended up pregnant I don't regret my son though at all, I was a stripper, I was on drugs for a while in my life, my bestfriend got pregnant by my cousin and ruined her relationship because they didn't feel they could tell me. I don't want to hurt anybody else so I think this is good for me and everyone else"
Me: "Baby but you talking about going to the Army and not just going but being on the front line. Yeah you've been through a lot but we all have. Nobody's perfect and it's not like you just did all that on purpose you tried to fix it and now my family is back together, you made me realize what I was really missing and when I saw you and Jaidyn I felt like my life was complete. We've been together going on 10 years and I want you to be with me another 10 years"
Debbie: "You don't mean that. I've caused to much pain. I stressed you to the point of just getting high and because of me somebody was putting extra stuff in yo weed and you would come beat me. I didn't take care of what I needed to so I'm here for you and everyone to get y'alls life back even if it mean I have to give up mine", she was crying which was making me more sad but when she said she was willing to give up her life I didn't know what to do or say.
*Jaidyn Crying
Me: "Umm you just lay here and I'll go get him", when I stepped out the room I felt like I could breathe. The air felt thinner an easier to breathe. "Mom I got him", I picked him up, grabbed his diaper bag and went back upstairs to the room with Debbie.
Debbie: "Hey shinka booty, what you doing man? Why you crying huh why him crying", I thought it was cute watching her play with him and he was just smiling and giggling.
Me: "If you were to leave when would you be leaving?"
Debbie: "Next month"
Me: "Well how about you don't make up your mind about leaving and when they come around again then if you feel like you should still go then you go but if not you stay here. I know you gone miss Jaidyn to much"
Debbie: "Okay then it's a deal"
Me: "Deal", she had her hand out to shake my hand but I looked at her like she was crazy and I picked her up and laid her on the bed kissing her. I missed her so much like it's ridiculous. We started making out which lead to other things. Which led us to putting Jaidyn in the room next door and we was everywhere. We was making love in the room Jaidyn was in, the bathroom, and then back to my room. I missed her to much and I'm not ever letting her leave me like that again without putting up a fight.
~4 Hours Later
Debbie: "Baby we jus had sex all over yo mom's house with everybody downstairs"
Me: "So I missed you and I love you it ain't like it's the first time anyway"
Debbie: "Haha oh yeah I remember when I we were on the bus and I didn't feel like going home so I came ova yo house and it was just us"
Me: "Mmmhhmm that was fun but we ain't do nothing"
Debbie: "I know but you sure were trying to get me to leave when yo mama came but it wasn't even her it was Zeke"
Me: "Man I was scared, when Zeke brought Renee to meet my mama for the first time he got in trouble and she beat the mess out of him and cursed her out"
Debbie: "I probably would've to cause wasn't she pregnant when she met her?"
Me: "Yeah but I was still tripping"
Debbie: "I know. I don't think I ever had to run that fast to leave somebody house like that", we laid there just laughing and talking and then Don ran into the room breathing hard like he was running from the police.
Don: "DEEEBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEE", his big self ran and jumped on the bed in between us making me fall off the bed trying to hug her.
Debbie: "Hahaha 'Xavier you okay?"
Me: "Naw nigga what is you doing?"
Don: "Giving my sister a hug. Sh*t I haven't seen her and it feel like she just fell off the face of the planet", he said hugging her.
Me: "I understand that but d*mn nigga you ain't have to make me fall off the bed"
Don: "Sorry bro, but Debbie what you been doing and let me get out the bed cause you can smell the sex in here"
Me: "You d*mn right sh*t this my baby and we gone have sex as long as I want to"
Don: "I don't need to hear all that but I just came ova here to see you and what was you talking about that Debbie told you ova the phone?"
Me: "I'll let Debbie tell you"
Debbie: "I was thinking about enlisting in the army and being on the front line"
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WHOA SO DEBBIE'S TALKING ABOUT GOING TO THE ARMY WHAT Y'ALL THINK SHOULD SHE & IF NOT TELL ME Y. 1ST VOTE GETS DEDICATED FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER & WHOEVER HITS THE LICKY NUMBER BETWEEN 1 & 10 GET'S IN THE BOOK SO VOTE!!
