'XAVIER'S POV
I know a lot of y'all don't want me and Debbie to get a divorce but the sh*t she do hurts more emotional than the physical things I've done. Yes we both messed up but I'd rather her beat me, and cheat on me than lie to me about stuff like this. You can always fix the things I've done and we did fix them and we moved on from them but h*ll she lied about working with my dad.
She knew how I felt about him and she worked with him and not only did she do that but she went back to him after we got into it. Then she keep a big secret about who my real mom is, who does that? I'd understand if she kept a surprise or a gift of something special a secret from me but my mom. Then all this sh*t could've been avoided and my sons wouldn't have been in danger, she wouldn't have been in danger, my seed, nor me. And let's not forget about her about to get an abortion and not telling me. That's sh*t you don't keep from yo husband. Nah f*ck that, Usher I'm with you, I'm signing papers.
I walked out the kitchen and into the living room and Zeke, Renee, and Jacoby was sitting the living room.
"Uncle 'Xavier!!", Jacoby said running to me. I can't believe he almost 7. D*mn time flew by super fast.
"What up? Yo lil cousins upstairs playing"
"Okay tell me when the food is ready", he said running up the stairs making me laugh.
"Yo boy boy what up?", Zeke said dapping me still sitting down.
"To much bro for real. Hey sis", I said hugging Renee
"Hey, so you and the boys are here, is Deb?"
"Yeah she in the kitchen", I said trying not to make a distasteful taste at the thought of her. I mean she's still the mother of my kids, maybe unless she lied about that sh*t too.
"Yo come on you look like you got a lot of sh*t on yo mind right now", Zeke said standing up
"I will get my belt if you cuss in my house again or in front of me again", my mom said coming in the living room standing there looking at Zeke.
"Mama I'm grown I give out whoopins now"
"Then get me a switch so I can show you that you not to big for a whoopin"
"Alright mama I'm sorry", he said hugging her
"Uh huh now get out my face", she said patting his butt letting him go
I chuckled and we walked to the backyard sitting on the patio set she had out there.
"So what's up with you and Deb? Y'all been switchin kids from house to house for what 5 1/2 months now?"
"Yeah and it's been working out for the both of us so far. I mean I ain't tripping"
"Yes you are. Why y'all can't work it out anyway?"
"I don't want to, I don't believe anything she say and I don't know what other things she keeping from me"
"So does that mean you ain't f*ck sh*t up with her? After she took you back time after time. I'm not taking sides but I'm just keeping it 100 with you. You put yo hands on her and she accidentally ran into Pops handling business with him. She ain't know what the f*ck was going on at the house h*ll I ain't even know until I came back from my homeboy's house. Aight y'all got married, beautiful wedding, you put her on a pedestal so high it put a queen's pedestal to shame but you tore that sh*t down to h*ll"
"Which was her fault"
"Nigga that's some bullsh*t first off can't nobody make yo a** do sh*t. You always got a choice, you made the choice to smoke blunts nobody made you do that sh*t and you still had a choice of putting yo hands on her. Nobody told you to go out and do stupid sh*t and even if they did you didn't have to. So then Debbie ended up pregnant somehow and she d*mn near died and so did Jaidyn. She told you to get yo sh*t together and she left. Y'all got back together and had another baby. Then you went and cheated on her and then, I've been meaning to tell you this part, yo stupid mother f*cking a** gone be all on her at yo son's first birthday. Yo mess important sh*t up to. Both of y'all apparently"
