We were in the kitchen and I heard my phone ring telling me I had a text and it couldn't have been any better timing. I walked out the kitchen into the living room to get it and it was from Dr. Kree.
TEXT MODE
Dr. Kree: "I'm off wanna go out to dinner?"
I know I didn't get to describe him but oh my gosh Dr. Kree is so sexy. He light skin, tall about 6'2, he sort of looked like Christian Keys without his mustache but sexier, with muscles that come out of his shirt. Oh my gosh he is just to sexy. And when he smiles it lights up the room because his teeth are so white.
Me: "Sure where to?"
Dr, Kree: "I want it to be a surprise so how I about I come pick you up"
Me: "Sure you can pick me up from my moms"
Dr. Kree: "I'll be by to pick you up at 7"
Me: "Okay I'll be ready"
END OF CONVO
'Xavier: "Debbie look I'm really sorry..."
Me: "You know what...", I went to my phone and got the instrumental for 'Ride Out' by K. Michelle because I felt that was the perfect song for this situation right now.
You won't understand the tears I cried
All those nights you weren't around
You crossed the line and now it's time
All 'cause you weren't around
[Chorus:]
So don't be mad when I get in my shit and ride out
You gon' be mad when another nigga show up and show out.
You gon' be mad when you look back and see you missed out
You're gonna try to come back but I ain't with it now
It's too late, yeah eyyy eyy
Oh it's too late, yeah, eyyy
You never thought I'd walk away
But things changed when you're not around
You gave me no choice. Can't justify
Why you were never around?
[Chorus:]
So don't be mad when I get in my shit and ride out
You gon' be mad when another nigga show up and show out.
You gon' be mad when you look back and see you missed out
You're gonna try to come back but I ain't with it now
It's too late, yeah, eyyy eyy
Oh it's too late, yeah, eyyy
Ain't nothing 'bout this love gon' work
Thought it could fix it but I'm still hurt
You put me through more than I deserve
You had your chance but now it's his turn.
It's too late, yeah eeey eyyy
It's too late yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Huh huh huh
[Chorus:]
So don't be mad when I get in my shit and ride out
You can't be mad when another nigga show up and show out.
You gon' be mad when you look back and see you missed out
Mhm oh.
Ride out
I sung that song with a passion because all of what I said was true and my girl K came through for me again. I guess I was really into the song because I didn't even hear Lauren come in.
Lauren: "You okay?"
Me: "Yeah I'm fine, oh my gosh come here I need to tell you something", I said grabbing her hand running upstairs to my room.
Lauren: "Oh my gosh what is it? You are mad blushing"
Me: "Okay so you remember Dr. Kree right?"
Lauren: "How could I forget he was the finest black doctor I've ever seen. And then he's a black doctor"
Me: "I know right, well when I was leaving the hospital he told me to call him and make sure I make it home safely and I did and he told me he was going to text me when he got off work", I said excitingly.
Lauren: "And what else", he eyes were getting super big and she sounded as excited as I did.
Me: "He just text me and we're going out to dinner", when I said that we started screaming.
'Xavier: "Aye chill out the boys are sleep"
Lauren: "Sorry uncle I didn't know". "So what are you going to wear?"
Me: "I have a cute black mini strapless night dress with diamonds on it that I haven't worn yet so I'm going to wear that with my stilettos, and some jewelry"
Lauren: "My auntie still got it", she said snapping her fingers in the air as I walked in my closet.
Me: "Girl I never lost it", I said making us laugh. I got my clothes out and put it on the bed.
'Xavier: "Where you going?"
Me: "You don't have to worry about that, if I'm not back by 12 then call my mom", I said grabbing my robe so I could get into the shower.
Lauren: "So how are you going to wear your hair?"
Me: "I'm going to put it in a swoop bang and a bun"
Lauren: "Oh yeah you gone be to cute"
Me: "Thank you girl"
I looked at the time and it said 4:15, I didn't have time to play so I took a quick shower and washed my hair. It normally take me a while to do my hair but Lauren helped me so I was done in an hour.
Lauren: "So now all you have to do is get dressed", she said as she finished the last touch on my hair.
Me: "Good thank-you girl"
She helped me change into my clothes and when I was done I sprayed my perfume and put on jewelry and I was done. I'm not gone lie I looked good especially to have just came home from the hospital.
Me: "Thank-you girl, I don't know what I could have done without you", I said hugging Lauren.
Lauren: "No problem auntie, I'm just happy to see you here alive"
Me: "I'm happy to well I'm about to head out"
Lauren: "Me too"
I went in my garage and because I was feeling good I chose to drive me black on black Bugatti Veyron, that was one of my cars I had under my garage but I was feeling amazing right now. And now it's time for me to Ride Out, and just like the song he was mad watching me ride out but it was funny watching his face. Oh well he put me through more then I deserved he had his chance but now it's Dr. Kree's turn.
'XAVIER'S POV
When I saw Debbie come down the stairs I didn't know what to think. I felt like I had just seen a ghost but I was happy she back. My sons don't have to grow up without their mom. When she was talking to me I couldn't feel nothing but hurt and normally she'll yell at me and threaten me and all type of stuff but she didn't she was calm telling me everything so I didn't really know what to think. When I was walking upstairs to the room I saw her clothes laid out on the bed and I was wondering where she was going but I Deserve everything coming to me. I watched her as her and Lauren left and it hurt so bad.
PHONE CALL
Me: "Hey mama you know Debbie didn't die?"
Mama: "Yeah Lauren told me what happened. How are things with you two?"
Me: "There is no us two, she broke it down to simplest fraction on why we aren't together, and why we won't be together again. Mama I messed up so bad and there is no fixing us, I know we've been through a lot before but she's done now"
Mama: "She's just fed up and tired of everything you've done. Where is she now?"
Me: "I don't know. She came, put the boys to sleep, Lauren came and then she got dressed and she just left"
Mama: "And she didn't tell you where she was going?"
Me: "No ma'am she just told me if she's not home by 12 to call her mom"
Mama: "Wow, I didn't think it would be like that, I thought y'all probably would've burnt the house down or somebody would've been hurt or something"
Me: "I know me to but she told me how she felt about everything real calm which scared me and she was done, she started singing Ride Out and I felt exactly how she said I would"
Mama: "Well I don't know what to tell you son but you gotta move on and you better pray the female claiming she having yo baby, not"
Me: "Yes ma'am"
Mama: "Alright well I'm about to clean up and go to bed. I love you"
Me: "Love you too"
END OF PHONE CALL
My mom don't even know what to tell me. I don't want to give up on us but it seem like I already have and now she has to.
DEBBIE'S POV
When I pulled up to my moms I saw Dr. Kree already on the side of the house so I didn't get a chance to go in and speak to my mom I just got in his Lambo and left.
Dr. Kree: "How you feeling?"
Me: "I feel a lots better. But I just want to tell you before we leave that I am a mother of 2 boys. I am married but I'm about to file for divorce, as of now my husband is staying at the house with me and our kids"
Dr. Kree: "Wow okay. That's fine though I can tell you don't want to be with him or you wouldn't be so happy to see me", I started laughing but he wasn't lying.
Me: "Is there anything you need to tell me that's a right now conversation?"
Dr. Kree: "I'm divorced, no kids, I'm rich, I love kids, I normally don't have a lot of free time from me staying at work because I don't like being alone"
Me: "I'm happy you have a real job that pays good. So what happened with your last wife?"
Dr. Kree: "She wasn't ready for the life I wanted to live. I wanted to live one way and she wanted to stay at the bottom living the wrong way"
Me: "I know how that feels, I'm trying to come up from the gutter but he wants to stay there and it's a lot of stuff we've been through and he threw it all away by a stupid choice he made without thinking"
Dr. Kree: "Yeah, well enough about that let's just have a good night and I'll have you back home before the clock strikes 12. I don't want my Cinderella worrying to much or being away from her kids to long", I started blushing and then he drove off.
He took me to a 5 star Italian restaurant downtown and the food was incredible. I really enjoyed his company and it was nice. We ate and talked about everything we could talk about and we had a lot in common.
Dr. Kree: "Wow I had a good time with you, I don't think I've ever laughed or smiled that much in a long time", he said pulling up to my moms.
Me: "Me either. We should go out again"
Dr. Kree: "We should. Call me when you make it home"
Me: "Okay I will". I hugged him and got out the car.
I went inside and talked to my mom for a little while and then I left from there and went home. I wanted 'Xavier to get jealous and really know what he was missing out on so I called Denzel (Dr. Kree) before I went inside.
OUR CONVO
Me: "Hello, yeah I made it home safely", I said getting out the car and walking upstairs.
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Me: "Yeah I really did have a good time", I walked in my room and 'Xavier was laying down on the couch we had in there.
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Me: "It was beautiful, I haven't had that much fun in a long time. I miss going out and just relaxing and the food was fantastic"
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Me: "Well I know you have to work so I'll talk to you later"
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Me: "Goodnight"
END OF CONVO
When I was walking in I saw 'Xavier waking up and when he looked at me smiling I could see his face look sad but I didn't care I was enjoying myself. I walked in my closet and put on some of my lingerie, walked around the room looking cute taking my jewelry off, and I had to walk past 'Xavier to go to the bathroom so I started walking slow in front of him because I knew he was watching my every move. When I came back in the room I looked at the time and it read 2:45 a.m. so I went to sleep.
Jaidyn: "Mama"
Me: "Hey shinka booty. How did you get in here?"
Jaidyn: "Dada"
Me: "Where is yo dada?", he pointed downstairs and started baby talking.
I picked him up and walked downstairs and 'Xavier was in the kitchen cooking. I was shocked because he don't cook so I really wanted to see how this was going to play out.
'Xavier: "Good morning"
Me: "Good morning, what are you doing?"
'Xavier: "I'm cooking, you got home late last night so I thought I'd come down and cook for everybody"
Me: "Uh huh, okay I guess", I got up from the stool and went to go check on Jabari. He just got up so I picked him up and I went downstairs to feed him.
'Xavier: "So what's going to happen with us now?"
Me: "I don't know. I think we should just co parent for now"
'Xavier: "What about us?"
Me: "What about us?"
'Xavier: "I love you and I don't want to be with anyone else but you. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and without you I feel like my life is incomplete. I know I was wrong and I've put you through more than I should have and this is all my fault but I've learned from my mistakes. Now I know there is nobody else for me but you and there's no other person I want to be with. You bring every positive thing in my life and I want to continue my life with you. When I heard you on the phone this morning and I was you getting dressed last night to go out and I knew it wasn't with me it killed me. And I know how you feel. Just please all I want and need is one more time to make it right with you, Please!"
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LOOKS LIKE DEBBIE HAS A BIG DECISION TO MAKE & I WANT YOUR HELP TO SEE WHICH ONE SHE SHOULD CHOOSE BECAUSE IT COULD GO EITHER WAY
SHOULD DEBBIE TAKE 'XAVIER BACK?
IF SO COMMENT YES AND SAY WHY
IF NOT COMMENT NO AND SAY WHY
OR DO YOU THINK SHE SHOULD TALK TO DR. KREE?
