Part 5

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Don: "Ha you ain't doing that sh*t, I don't care how much you try I'm not letting you go so get that out ya mind"

Debbie: "No but it's really something I want to do though"

Don: "Making out with Beyoncé in the back of a Hummer with Ciara is something I really want to do to but do you see me doing that? I know you probably just going through something in yo life right now and that's why you want to do it but you gotta be stronger than that ma. I mean your a good wife that brought your whole husbands family back together, you're a wonderful mother, you had to be strong and leave your son to get your life and you got him out of this crazy thug world and he's happy. Come on now nobody have it easy we all go through things just look at how my life turned out. I got Janette pregnant while I was with Jada and she was pregnant to come to find out Jada was pregnant by somebody else. I mean yeah it's messed up but you don't see me running from it. You should've been running from trouble instead of family but I guess you have something to think about. And you not leaving to no got d*mn on army so get that out ya head", after he finished he got up and left the room. I could Debbie was thinking about it because she was listening to everything he was saying and just stayed on the bed being quiet.

DEBBIE'S POV

I sat there listening to everything Don was saying and he was right. I guess I did do some good but I left like I caused more problems than help with the problems.

'Xavier: "So what you thinking about now?"

Me: "About what Don said, I was gonna get up and leave but my legs hurt to bad and I know if I try to get up I'm gone fall", we started laughing after that and then Jaidyn started crying. I knew he was hungry but 'Xavier went in the room and got him. I guess I won't have to do much since his dad is here now but man raising a baby b yourself is no joke. I'm happy to have all this help to be honest.

'Xavier: "Baby what's wrong with Jaidyn?", he yelled from the other room.

Me: "He's hungry", I yelled back. I got up and quietly stood in the door frame to go see what he was doing to my baby and Ms. Leslie was in the room getting him from 'Xavier.

Ms. Leslie: "Boy you know you don't know how to take care of a baby"

'Xavier: "Well it ain't like he's been here for me to learn I just got my son back in my life. Mama I don't know what to do about this whole situation anymore". When I heard him talking that sort of hurt me but I wanted to know what else he was going to say and how far he would go.

Mama Les.: "Just stay with her. She's at a point in her life where she don't know what to do and neither do you so just see where it takes you"

'Xavier: "But mama it have to be something in her life to have her feeling like that. I mean what would posses you to just leave the state with somebody's baby and not tell them where you went for a whole month and a half". I just put my head down and I didn't realize I was crying until I sniffed and they looked up at me. "Baby!", 'Xavier jumped up and tried to walk to me but I just walked downstairs and out the house but he caught me right before I left the house.

Me: "What 'Xavier?"

'Xavier: "Where are you going?"

Me: "I'm about to go handle some business like I've been doing for a month and a half"

'Xavier: "Baby look I was just talking to my mom--"

Me: "I know what you were doing and I'm sorry I made you or anybody else feel that way". I just left out the house, got in my car and started to drive off. I was crying and it made my eyes real watery so I pulled over on the side of the road, turned up the music and I just cried listening to Amanda Perez. I went through her whole c.d. and restarted it from the begging and then somebody knocked on my window and it was 'Xavier.

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