"Well, well, well if it isn't my nephew 'Xavier Dwayne Davis"
"N*gga this better be some d*mn trick you in my house right now"
"Nah this ain't ever been a joke. I told you I was coming for to a**"
"First off how the f*ck did you get in my house?"
"Let's just say you need a new guard and new security system"
"Man you my uncle why would you even be trying to kill yo nephew?"
"Because you not my only nephew and because I'm getting paid much money on the person who have a hit out on you"
"Who want to put a hit out on me?"
"Somebody you think is real close to you", he held up the gun pointing it at me and I knew my life was over
*Pow Pow Pow
I closed my eyes tight but when I opened them I noticed I didn't get shot. And I saw my Uncle P fall to the floor but he was still breathing. I turned around and seen Debbie standing tere holding the gun.
"D*mn he was getting on my nerves but that's nothing but a wound shot he'll be fine"
"I swear I love you"
"I love you to now get my son"
"You always ruining sh*t. I was trying to be sentimental to you and you just killed my vibe"
"Oh well I'm still pissed off about y sons being in the trap house"
"I already told you about that and how I was feeling so drop it and let it go", I said picking Jaidyn up
"You really want to sit here and talk to me like that while you have a stab wound and I have a gun in my hand. I will end your life"
"Man I'm tired of these treats for real. If you or anybody want to end my life to ahead and do it cause I don't give a d*mn anymore. Just don't have no n*gga in here trying to be me"
She ain't say nothing so I walked out the room and went to our room and laid Jaidyn down. Really though I don't know why everybody keep messing with me. I'm trying to stay calm but this is some stuff that'll make anybody go crazy. My uncle as ready to kill me right there and then somebody I'm close to put a hit out on me. Man f*ck family I'm in this on my own with my kids.
Debbie been down for me since day one. We've had a messed up past but she's here with me now but I don't even know if I can trust that. I want to talk to my mom about it but she posses me off for the hospital thing and she didn't even care enough to come apologize, try to explain or nothing so f*ck that.
"'Xavier what's wrong?", Debbie asked coming in the room with Jabari closing the door
"Nothing I'm chilling"
"You're lying and I called the clean up crew"
"Alright thank you", I got up from the bed and I got Jabari from Debbie sitting back in the bed
"I normally don't say this but I'm sorry. I'm just pregnant so excuse my emotions"
"Nah you been like that even before you were pregnant so don't try to blame it on my seed"
"Okay 'Xavier but for real what's wrong? We talk to each other about everything and we've been through a lot so I know when something is bothering you"
"Well if you really knew me you'd know I don't want to talk about it right now I just want to spend time with my boys"
"Don't be bitter to me when I didn't very much do anything to you I'm just trying to be here for you"
She walked out slamming the door behind her making Jabari cry.
"See that's that childish sh*t", I got up and opened the door following her downstairs.
"Why you slam the door knowing the boys were in there?", she kept on walking towards her garage with ker purse and keys. "Debbie quit walking when I'm talking to you", I said grabbing her arms making her stop.
"Let me go 'Xavier. I don't need you stressing me out right now"
"So you think I'm stressing you out? Man you and everybody else is stressing me out but you know what I'm at a point where I don't even care. I probably can't even trust you so go on about yo day and I'll see you when you get back"
"Uh huh", she walked into the garage but she never left. I just shook my head and went back upstairs to check on the boys and they were all the way knocked out.
I got a blanket and put it over them so they could sleep comfortably and I got under the sheets to watch tv. I normally smoke when I feel this way but I'm not getting no where with that except going crazy. I can't trust anybody right now. I started flipping through the channels until I stopped on Fast and Furious 6. I got comfortable and fell asleep watching it.
"'Xavier wake up", I opened my eyes and Debbie was standing in front of me.
"What?"
"I'm leaving and I'm taking the boys with me"
"Where?"
"Away for a few days"
"No you not so lay down and go to sleep"
"No I don't want to deal with you right now. You're not talking to me, your keeping me out and I'm your wife. I love you and I want to know what the problem is"
"I'll tell you in the morning now come lay down with me pregnant girl", I said opening the cover and scooting over for her
"You know I don't like you right", she said getting in the cover letting me wrap my arms around her.
"Yeah I know. Where are the boys at?"
"Right there. I brought their bed in here so we could watch them"
"Good now go to sleep"
She moved around until she was comortable which took a long time since her stomach was growing and she couldn't lay down how she wanted to. We both fell asleep but as soon as I was deep into my sleep my son started crying.
"Shhhh it's okay man you hungry? Let's go get you a bottle", I opened my eyes and Debbie was holding Jabari taking him downstairs and I fell back asleep.
"Dada. Daddddyyyy", I was woken by Jaidyn laying on top of me slapping me in my face.
"Jai stop slapping me", I picked him up and sat up holding him.
"Good morning baby how you feeling?", Debbie asked coming in the room wearing lingerie with her baby bump showing a little bit carrying breakfast. Now that's what I'm talking about.
"I'm feeling better seeing you", she sat down putting the tray of food on the bed in front of me and man it was a whole lot.
"I know I can eat but I'm not going to eat all of this"
"Duh we're all eating this together as a family and we can talk as a family"
"What is there to talk about?", I asked putting jelly on my toast
"Well let's start on how you're feeling. Every since yesterday you've been acting different"
"Yeah cause of what he told me and then it was coming from my uncle. I mean having somebody that's close to you have a hit out on you and then the messenger is your uncle. That sh*t have me feeling like I can't trust anybody and I won't be able to trust anybody until I get down to the bottom of it"
"Well I'm here with you every step of the way. Now whether you trust me or not now that's on you but I'm still going to be here"
"Thank you baby", I leaned over and gave her a kiss and we continued to eat breakfast.
I know Debbie trill for everything we've been through but I still don't trust anybody. I mean she could've been the one to put a hit out on me or it could be anybody I know. It could be Don or it could be my daddy. I just don't even know right now. But I do know I don't want anybody around me until I figure it out.
