Lauren: "Take him back! Take him back! Take him back!", before I knew it Lauren had the whole park chanting.
I took a deep breath and looked around and it looked like half of Austin showed up and I saw news reporters everywhere. How could I say no.
Me: "Please don't make me regret it 'Xavier", he picked me up kissing me and the whole park was screaming, clapping and applauding. After 'Xavier put me down Jaidyn ran into our arms and then the family came giving me a hug. I felt loved completely but now I'm ready to go home.
??: "Hi my name Sarah, that was so amazing congratulations on getting her back", some random female told 'Xavier. We stayed where we were at because Jabari fell asleep and neither one of us wanted to push the stroller all around the park and Jaidyn was on his way to going to sleep so we put him on the stroller and talked to everyone we could.
'Xavier: "You ready to go sexy?"
Me: "Yeah we need to put them in their beds, they had a long day especially Jaidyn"
'Xavier: "I can tell what happened to his head?"
Me: "We were playing and he ran into the wall"
'Xavier: "Oh no he got yo clumsiness I didn't even think you could give that to somebody"
Me: "Haha very funny but he's good now let's go", I said sarcastically.
When we got to the house I put Jabari down and 'Xavier put Jaidyn down. When I went in the room I just took my clothes off leaving me on my lingerie. I was laying on top of the covers watching tv and 'Xavier came in taking his shirt off. From the look in his eyes he thought he was about to get lucky.
'Xavier: "You just don't know what you doing to me when you wear that", he started crawling up the bed laying on top of me.
Me: "Yeah I do that's why I do it"
'Xavier: "Oh so you just be teasing me", he started tickling me and I almost fell on the floor.
Me: "Wait I'm about to fall", he helped me back up on the bed and I laid back down.
'Xavier: "You know I really missed you thought right"
Me: "I know, I figured when you were talking to that tramp that was in my house"
'Xavier: "You heard that?"
Me: "Yupp I did"
We started talking a little more and then we started making out.
Me: "Wait uh uh I'm not doing nothing with you until you get tested, you still f*cked a h*e"
'Xavier: "When you start cussing like that?"
Me: "I don't know just now I guess but don't change the subject, if you want kitty you better get checked"
'Xavier: "For real, I done already had to cope with you being gone and not having you and now I can't get nun?"
Me: "See you're smarter than you thought and even if you didn't need to get checked I couldn't doctors orders"
'Xavier: "So we gotta wait another 6 weeks?", he said sort of mad and whiney.
Me: "Yupp but that's just for me I don't know how long it's going to take for you to get your results and we still have to see if the baby is yours"
'Xavier: "I didn't even realize how much I needed to get done"
Me: "I did and that's the main thing I was thinking about. It's just so much going on through my mind right now it's ridiculous and I just hope I didn't make the wrong decision"
'Xavier: "Believe me you didn't make the wrong decision, I met everything I said"
Me: "I'm not going to lie to you, we may be physically here but mentally and emotionally I'm not. I have a newborn baby with a one year old, I just got out of a coma, and I'm finding out my husband could be having a baby by another woman. Just give me some time to come around. I mean it's still a lot for me to take in"
'Xavier: "I got you babe. I understand that. And I really have changed, I'm over here looking for small cupcakes when my cake was right in front of me the whole time"
Me: "Man you are so corny", I said gently pushing his shoulder.
We stayed up all night just talking. We reminisced and just thought of everything we went through from us waking up and almost fighting because I told Jada what was going on with us, to his mom being in the hospital, to the whole Brandon situation, to our wedding in the Bahamas...and so on from there. I guess there really is nothing that can tear us apart except these tests he needs to do.
'Xavier: "Okay since we just up talking let me ask you something, if Latriece really is pregnant with my seed are you going to stay by my side or will you leave?"
Me: "I'm not going to leave, you are. Nah but all playfulness aside I've been with you this far and I don't want you to be embarrassed in front of the whole city when I tell you no if you put together a whole concert again trying to get me back"
'Xavier: "I'm 'Xavier Dwayne Davis, I don't do the same thing twice. But if I had to I would've done everything in my will to keep us together"
Me: "I bet, so what were you doing while I was away for a month?"
'Xavier: "Really just trying to deal with you not being here. I had the boys over my mom's a lot though cause I was sick"
Me: "And what about work?"
'Xavier: "I've been chilling but still running thangs. We about to take out the Hawks. I made a deal with them and they ain't holdin down they part of the deal, I warned them but now I'm about to handle my business"
Me: "Oh okay"
'Xavier: "You want in?"
Me: "Nope my babies need me to be mommy"
'Xavier: "Come on, you an assassin and I'm a thug imagine how much we could do"
Me: "Bonnie and Clyde, but with kids...I'm not messing with you 'Xavier", I said laughing.
'Xavier: "You said it not me"
Me: "Whatever, what time is it?"
'Xavier: "Wow it's 7:45"
Me: "We stayed up talking all night, well that's a good thing but I'm about to go take a shower"
'Xavier: "Cool I need a shower"
Me: "No'sa. I'm not playing when you get tested and come back negative, and after 6 weeks is up then we can have a nice long shower"
'Xavier: "See you playing with my emotions"
Me: "You'll get over it"
When I got in the shower I felt.like I washed away all my problems down the drain. I don't know what's to come in my life but it seem like everyday is a new test I just hope I'm making the right ones and going down the right path.
