Me: "One word. Divorce", and I walked back in.
'Xavier: "Debbie wait", he said pulling my arm to cone back outside.
Debbie: "Don't touch me. You out here making out with a popcorn h*e while yo son is inside having his birthday party. And why would you embarrass me while my family is right here"
Lexi: "I'm not a popcorn h*e..."
Me: "Just hold on I'm coming up Lexi street in a little bit. Out of everything we've been through cheating was never a problem. You a fake a** mother f*cker for that. And Lexi you knew we was together because yesterday when we was at the restaurant you saw me. You ain't nothing but a sideline ho. You know what get out my face before I get my uncle's out here"
'Xavier: "My family in there to what you talking about and I'm not going nowhere"
Lexi: "And neither am I"
Me: "You got 2 seconds to get out my face lil girl"
Lexi: "Or what?"
I stared at her for a while and then I walked back in the party.
Me: "Aunt Terry you have gasoline in your car?"
Aunt Terry: "Yeah it's in the trunk. Where she at?"
She already knew what was going on. Whenever somebody asked her for gasoline she knew what was up. I grabbed the matches from off the table and walked outside to see her still standing there but 'Xavier moved away from her. I opened her trunk to get the gas out and when I closed it all my girls was standing in front of her posted up. Withiea just had to get a lick and they were all jumping her.
Me: "Back up," I yelled at them.
When they moved back she was just on the ground bloody and I poured the gasoline on her, lit the match and watched that b*tch burn.
I walked back inside and sat down because my blood was hot and I couldn't breathe. I was in the chair just shaking I was pissed off, I couldn't even be sad right now.
Mama: "Baby you need to calm down and relax. Breathe, your blood pressure is to high"
She was helping me breathe but then I started thinking about it again and I just got mad all over again.
Jaidyn: "Mama", he said tapping on me.
When he touched me I just felt relaxed, I stopped shaking and everything. When I stood up I saw my chair and it looked like I peed on myself.
Withiea: "Debbie we took care of her but 'Xavier tried to save her and got the fire out and she on her way to the hospital..."
Star: "Debbie we...Oh my gosh did yo water just break?", she asked coming in.
Me: "I think so but I'm not in pain or anything"
Star: "Come on I'm taking you to the hospital, and have mama bring Jaidyn later on"
Me: "Okay well come on cause it's starting to hurt"
~ A FEW HOURS LATER
Me: "Aaaahhhhh", I said because I was having a contraction.
Ms: Leslie: "Are you sure you don't want drugs"
Me: "I sort of do but it don't matter anymore, my doctor said my contractions are to close together"
Ms. Leslie: "You strong, when I had my kids I was begging for an epidural"
Me: "I just want to be all natural and I don't like meds especially since its so many risks"
