She And I

Big Sister

Truly, I buried my feelings towards Anna deep, deep down where it could no longer be retrieved. It was not dead, just hidden for safety. I just had to be the big sister and best friend for her.

As years go by, the love kept on coming back. It was as if Anna was trying to retrieve that treasure chest of love. She needed me most at this moment of time.

Did I move on? Yes, I did. Was the love gone? Never.

Earlier the next year, we were touring around Europe. It was business as usual. I meant work as usual.

After Europe, we were heading to Australia. But of course, we had some days off before flying. But of course, we had to record some songs, entertain interviews, and spend time with our respective families. Well, we also had to bond as friends not as colleagues. 

I woke up one morning 'cause I heard the phone ringing. Benny was actually locking me by hugging me from behind. I slowly moved his arm away so that I can answer the phone. I tried to be discreet as possible, but he felt the movement, "Where are you going princess?"

"I'll just answer the phone, darling. I'll be back." I slowly put his arm back on the bed, and kissed his forehead. "Good morning." 

I quietly went out of the room, then rushed to the ringing phone. 

"Good morning. This is Frida." 

"Hey... It's Anna..." She faintly responded.

Anna... "Hey...Anna, how can I help you?" 

"I wanna go out with you." 

I'm sorry. What did you say? "Can I call you later? I am not quite sure if we have plans today." 

Her tone changed. "If you don't want to help me, then don't! I don't wanna waste my..." She gulped, "Sorry Fri...I'm..." and I heard her throwing up. It was the kitchen phone.

"Hey, you okay? Hello? I'll be going there in a minute." Oh gosh! I'm only wearing...none.

"Hey. Sorry about that. Okay. I'll just get changed. I'll wait for you."

"Bye."

We dropped the phone at the same time. I was worried about her. I went to the bedroom, and quickly changed to my sweater and denims. Benny heard my footsteps, and as I was about to finish dressing up...

"Hey princess, where are you going? Who called?"

"Darling, I'm sorry. It was Anna. She's not feeling well, and I'll go to see her. Well, she kinda want to go out with me...hang out. I'll explain later."

He got up of bed and gave me a hug. "Good job big sister..."

"You dare call me big sister, huh." I stroked his hair. "Gosh, your hair is a mess. But I still love you." I gave him a kiss.

He wanted more, but I was in a rush. "I love you too, princess."

He followed me til I reached the front door. I stopped him, "Please get dressed, babe. I don't want anyone to see MY TEDDY BEAR. Love you..." I went out of the door, and tripped.

"Careful, princess."

I gave him a smile and closed the door. Woops! Little sister needs you now. I walked as fast as I could to Anna's place.

I knocked on the door, and she opened it for me. "Good morning!"

She was out of sorts. She was pale. She never even bothered dressing well; basically, casual. "Hey Frida. I'm glad you're here. I really need your help, that's why I was asking you earlier to go out with me."