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Waking up alone is something Harry should be used to and he is but that doesn't mean he likes it. He ambles out of bed and around his room gathering his work attire and dresses quickly figuring he doesn't need a shower he had two yesterday. His head still reeling from yesterday's events. He has never felt such immense pleasure, he felt so many things it was almost overwhelming but at the same time welcoming. Fear, anxiety, pain, pleasure and of course cared for. He can't help the wide smile that will probably grace his features all day. No doubt he will be explaining to Niall.
Walking down the halls of the school he felt trapped, he doesn't like this feeling. He feels like he's a student all over again. High school is a very judge mental place, wether it's students or teachers it's all the same. Teachers try to say they are anti bullying but he knows if he came out as gay to them he would be subject to torment from them. All the homophobic slurs that come out of their mouths on a daily basis behind closed doors are enough to tell him that. He unlocks his classroom switches on the light and sighs, he used to love the idea of teaching, molding young minds. Teaching not only the basic English requirements but self love and love of others as well. He sometimes feels like a failure at that knowing there are kids who are homosexual or bi anything but 'normal' really that need to look up to a teacher or someone in a power position to know its ok to come out but he's scared. He knows he's a coward but he can't help it. He doesn't want to have to leave his job.
He really needs to snap out of his thoughts at the moment and work on his lessons. He's been feeling such a range of emotions since yesterday and thinks it's possibly opening him up to new things. He's already let Louis do things to him in this short time of knowing him that he never would have even dreamed before.
As he sits trying to focus but failing miserably a knock is heard at the door.
"Come in." He speaks softly.
When the door opens its a man in a pink button up shirt, black trousers and a pink hat.
"Flowers for Mr. Styles."
Harry's face flushed as the tall black haired man walked towards him with a bouquet of beautiful yellow sunflowers. His smile brightened as he took them from his hand.
"Thank you." He doesn't think he can smile bigger without breaking his face. The man just nodded and left the room pulling the door shut behind him. Harry stared in awe for a few minutes, he hasn't read the card but has a strong suspicion of who they are from. The card simply says 'A little sunshine for my sunshine, have a great day!' He grabs his phone and simply texts a thank you to Louis, he didn't sign it but Harry knows.
Louis: I'm glad you got them, wanted to make you smile. Hope it did the trick.

Harry: yes daddy it did I don't think I can stop now.

Louis: I have a meeting out of town for a few days but I will text you and call when I can.

Harry: oh :( when are you leaving?

Louis: in an hour, it was kind of last minute, but I will see you this weekend for sure and trust me princess I have plans for you.
Harry shuddered, goose bumps littering his arms. He was excited to say the least, but also disappointed he had to wait that long. He was just about to text goodbye when a whole herd of students walked in for first period. He really couldn't wait until he could tell Niall about Louis at lunch and ask how things are with Liam.

So sorry for my sporadic updating I have to wait for inspiration. Please comment. 😚
Also I'm wondering if anyone wants detailed chapters on Niall and Liam's relationship too? I appreciate suggestions! Thank you and have a great day!

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