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Gemma stayed for two weeks visiting everyday along with his friends and Louis of course but she had to get back to her work but she felt bad leaving because the doctors thought he should stay for another week to completely heal. It was a tearful goodbye along with promises to visit more often.
A few of his fellow teachers visited after hearing what happened. He really didn't want anyone knowing what happened but of course it was on the news so after putting everything together they figured it out.
Louis has taken vacation time from work to stay with his love, he's been treating him like the princess that he is. He does go home most nights to sleep but always comes back in the morning. After feeding Harry his breakfast literally, he kisses him and tells him he's a good boy.
"Daddy, what about your job? Do you need to get back? I don't want to keep you away." Harry said feeling rather guilty. He looked down playing with his fingers waiting on Louis reply.
"Don't you worry princess, I took a personal leave so I could be with you and when you get out of the hospital you will stay with me." He held up his hand to stop any protests coming from Harry's mouth.
"I have enough time saved for this and as far as you staying with me? No is not an option. I want to take care of you." He touches Harry's cheek, and stares lovingly into his eyes.
"You, are my everything and I realized how close I came to losing you." He said this, choking back tears. Harry was full on crying at this point.
"We don't know how far that disgusting person would have gone. We don't know if you would be here with us or, or.." He can't finish his sentence, the thought of what could have been has been plaguing him all along. Harry holds him, knowing this time it's Louis that needs comforting.
"I just wish I would have been able to protect you. I keep thinking of what I could have done differently to prevent this from ever happening." Harry stopped him this time.
"None of this is your fault, you had no way of knowing. Even if we were living under the same roof, we can't be together twenty four hours a day." He paused grabbing Louis hand and entwined their fingers.
"Just being here, loving me and supporting me. That's all I need from you, that's more than I could ever ask for. Thank you." He smiled at Louis trying to comfort him as best he could.
"I love you, Louis Tomlinson you're my knight." He kissed Louis on the lips, a slow lingering, I love you kind of kiss. Louis then crawled into his bed with him and held on as tight as he could.
At this point he's able to lie on his back and the pain is mostly gone, he's only here to make sure he doesn't get an infection from the wounds on his back. As redundant as it seems they need these moments, these times of doubt and reassurance. As odd as it sounds it helps them with the healing, a therapy in a way. When one is down and self doubting, the other is there to lift him up. Harry of course has more bad days then Louis but as hard as it is to grasp for most people, in a way he is a victim too. Not in the physical aspect and of course Harry's scars will run deep and go on forever but Louis has some too. His victimization comes in the form of helplessness from not being able to protect his lover. He will have scars, they will be deep, but never quite reach the depths of Harry's scar tissue. This man hurt Louis baby, his princess, the person he wants to someday spend the rest of his life with. The love he feels when he looks at Harry is something he's never imagined he would feel, so quickly. He physically hurts thinking about what Harry had gone through, the images in his head hurt him and make him ill. Louis feels so much pain for his baby but it's still not enough, it won't be until he can take away every hurt Harry has had.

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