-5- Carlos I trusted you -5-

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I waved the only guy that was nice to me goodbye.

It was six in the morning but I promised Peter to see him before he left.

After trying to sleep again i had to come out my bed, named Wallie

YeS I like naming things.
Don't judge me.

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First class was over and Leila and I where in the toilets again because she was scared of Rick

I don't really mind I spent most of my high school years in the toilets anyways.

And this time I srs had to pee.
I got up from the toilet after my piepie when it happend....

My phone slipped out of my pocket right in the disgusting toilet water

I put my pants on and started screaming "NOOOO BABY"

I got some toilet paper and fished my baby out of it.

I opened the door and put it on the ground "he needs a doctor" I said

"WAIT FUCK" i screamed when it didn't went on "HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TEXT PETER NOW?"

Leila looked at me, also in shock.
"GO GET SOME RICE I TELL THE TEACHER A FRIEND OF YOU IS IN THE HOSPITAL GOO"

Rice was my only change of saving him.

So I rode Carlos like I never rode before
When I finally came in to the store and got a bag of rice it was to late.

He had given up.
But to make sure i let him slowly slide in to the rice

I started crying "but baby I cant live without you"

"Are you okay?" Jake was standing there by my car window looking at me crying over a phone

"Kinda" I responded
"Dont you have a class to be?"

He sounded like a teacher

"I had to save a friend"
"You mean your phone?"

"Yes sherlock my phone, why are you skipping class?"
"I was hungry"

Yeah that sounds like a good reason.

"You want to celebrate freedom and get some ice cream?" He asked
"Yeah why not" so I got in his car, and let Carlos stand there looking after my phone.

It's not like I don't love Carlos but Jake has a Ferrari.

It's like Jacob sartorius VS Cameron Dallas.

Who the fuck would go for Jacob?

"Long time ago that we went to do something together" Jake said sounding like we were once best friend.

"I'm kinda not aloud to hang with any friends from Rick" i said
"Why?"
"Best friend code duh"

WAIT i'm actually not talking potato to him....
Is it because I don't like him that much as before I met Peter?

I think...

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I got home ending up skipping every class because i'm probably gonna fail this year anyways so why not?

When I got back to Carlos my window was broken and my phone was gone only the rice was there "NOOOOOO" i cried Did someone just stole my already dead phone? Or did he realise he wasn't dead and started walking?

Probably the first one

Could this day get any worse?
So i rode Carlos to a garage and paid people to fix him. He had one job and that was protecting my phone.

I sat there thinking how can I talk to peter? At Least tell him that my phone died and got stolen.

But there was no way WAIT THE PAPER HE WROTE HIS NUMBER ON.

When I got home I went straight to boogie "boogs search" he stared at me

What was I thinking of course this only works in movies.

So I had to do it myself.
My whole room was messed up and no where I could find the stupid paper.

"What are you doing?" My brother asked "finding a reason to live" I said "why?" "You will get it when your older and like a girl"

"Oh i already have a girlfriend"

My six year old brother had a girlfriend and i cant even text a boy.
What am i doing with my life?

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Weeks later and I was finally over Peter, i acutely had a date with Jake yesterday.

Leila and Rick were back on and my brother broke up with his 'girlfriend' because she didnt want to share her candy.

But today was strange really strange.
So I thought i'm going to write it down.

So I just came back from the date and I went straight to Leila's house.

She was really exited "whats wrong?" I asked "you have something to explain" she showed me a picutere of Peter and I.

I was over him what was she trying to do?

"Yes??" I asked
"Why did I found this picutere of you and Shawn?"

I laughed why would I talk to Shawn mendes he is famous...

"Thats peter dumb shit" i said
"I knew you were going to say that so I did some research"  

"His full name is Shawn Peter Raul Mendes... What did this Peter guy say that is name was?"

I was silent... That can't be...
"Raul"
"YOU KISSED SHAWN MENDES BITCH" She screamed

"But that night that I picked you up from 'his' concert you saw him how could you not notice it was him"

"I was crying my eyeballs out"

That can't be true...
Why would he say he is Peter?
Ok i kinda said I hated his songs
OMG I SAID RIGHT IN HIS FACE THAT I HATED HIS SONGS...

Omg Im such a bad person
AND HOW COULD I NOT KNOW IT WAS HIM
the screaming girls... When he sang his own song...

Im so dumb
I should stop skipping school.

How could i not know it was Shawn? Did i never saw a picuters or something?

I felt guilty. But why didnt he just fucking said his name was shawn before I basically told him he was a bad songwriter....

"Your still alive?" Leila asked.
"No" I said.


Yeah that happend to day.
I'm still in shock.
And confused
And my brain not only hates me it's also smart as a child from 6.

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HE YO
So i hope your liking it so far :)
Tips are welcome :)

Bye xx caro

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