After a while we find Brian playing beer pong with some other guy
"Hey shawnie, SHAWN MENDES EVERYBODY" He screams trying to find his shoulder to lean on
Everybody cheers and holds there drink in the air
"Sick pasty or nah?" He says "yeah he dude where are your parents?" He helps Brian sit on a chair "out of town dude, hey Hanna shouldn't you be in... where ever the fuck you come from?"
"I just came back, and hai to you to Brian" I laugh shaking my head. He is way to drunk to know what is happening.
"You do know that your parents are going to kill you right?" Shawn says
"Awh man thats fine.... right... yeaaah"
Shawn rolls his eyes "is Ian here to?" "Yeah man I saw him.... i don't know where I saw him.. but somewhere"
"Thanks for the tip man" he laughs leaving him there.
"So we going to do dance mendes or what?" "We should shouldn't we?"
I nod.
We walk over to the -what should be living room - and start dancing.
I kiss his neck softly making him smile. "I love you" he tells in my ear "i love you too mendes" I whisper back and then kiss him on his mouth
"Awh you guys are so cuteyss" Ian walks over to us
"Drunk?" Shawn asks "nah not at alllllll"
"Clearly drunk" I tell Shawn laughing
"Did you tell Hanna?" "Tell me what?" I look at Shawn and then back at Ian "nothing" Shawn answers serious "awh come on lets spit secrets I'm sure hanna has a couple too"
Shawn looks at me, how does Ian know about me not going with him on tour..
"Awh look at you twoooo all confused"
Now we both look at Ian "dude what are you trying to do?" Shawn sounded annoyed "i'm just being a good friend my friend"
"Let's go Shawn" I grab his hand "yash why not walk away from your problems like you guys always do"
"Whats wrong with you?" "Oh shawn naive sweet shawn, she is just a normale girl, your a famous singer, she wants a family and a husband one day, you are on tour all the time"
"Come on Shawn" I pull him back to the door.
Okay so how long have we bin there.. a hour...? This is why I hate drunk teenagers.
We walk back to Shawn's car in silents.
We get in but he doesn't start driving he just looks straight forward
"Shawn he is wrong you know that, and Ian is just drunk he doesn't know what he is saying"
"You know that's not true, he is just saying the stuff he didn't wanted to say to me because he is right. it's reality"
"Shawn don't say that" My voice broke a little because maybe it was a little bit true.
"Just stop it Hanna" "what?" "The 'i don't care that you can't be with me all the time' act" "there is no act Shawn I love you"
"Yeah thats kind of the problem..."
"Excuse me?"
"You shouldn't love me"
"Look at me Shawn" I say "hanna" he says sad "no look at me and tell me in the eye that you don't want this"
I hold his chin making him look at me. We had both tears in our eyes.
"I can't-" I kiss him, I was scared for his answer. When we stop to get some air we look each other in the eyes.
He kisses my neck, I pull out my shirt.
-AGAIN YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENS STILL NOT WRITING SMUT-
Some how we ended up in a hotel room it was already the next morning and I just woke up. I look at Shawn who just got out of bed, I stare at his perfect Sixpack
"Can you see it?" Shawn says making me stop stare at his sixpack
"Actually, can you move a little to the left then I have a better view" I say so serious as I can
Shawn moves a little to the left and winks.
I blush "put a shirt on mendes" I trow a shirt at him. He smiles and puts it on.
I didn't know Pickering looked so beautiful from up here.
You could look over the whole city
shawn whats with you and that camera lately" I say coming out of bed saying him making pictures of the view Awh are you jealous?" "serious Mendes, you think i'm jealous of a camera" I say putting my bra on , he gives me a look "what I have to change" he laughs and starts making picutere's of the beautiful view again "mmm, excuse me your girlfriend is here half naked just sayin" I walk over to him "oh sorry I thought you where just changing" He teases "oh Peter I hate you so damm much" I trow my shirt against his chest and start looking for my pants "I know you love me" He stops me by grabbing my arm "nah I'm sure you and camera are going to live a happy life together" I say "oh come here" He pulls me on his lap and starts kissing me. "look this is so much more fun then taking picuture's out of this boring window" I say getting of his lap and grabbing my shirt putting it on "well then pose for me" I smile at him and stand for the window giving him a cheeky smile "did anyone ever told you that you should be a model" he makes some pictures "I kiss his forehead and grab my phone
Me: LEILA I JUST HAD MAKE UP SEX AND IT FEELS GREAT
leila: WHAHWH IK SO PROUD
me: FUCK YES
leila: so he took the news good?
Me: well ... not told him lol
"I'm going showering" I tell him.
I walk to the bathroom and take a shower. I fix my make up and walk out of the door
"What do you need to tell me?" Shawn asks holding my phone
shit.... i forget my phone...
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MY NEW BOOK IS OUT
Its dutch lol.
Het heet the guide to the perfect boyfriend
Het gaat over Amy die een vroeger beste vrienden was met Hayes en Ally. Hayes is verliefd op Ally maar weet niet goed wat hij er mee moet aangezien Ally heel iemand anders leuk vind.
Amy heeft een relatie met de bad boy van de school Luke.
Ally gaat Hayes helpen en daar voor in de ruil gaat Hayes Luke in de gaten houden
Hoop dat je het leuk vind :)
okaaay byeee
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his name is peter raul - Shawn Mendes
Fanfictionall you need is a guitar, a park, a dog who hates guitars and a awkward girl who hates his music and a famous boy who is scared that she doesn't like her. "i'm...... peter? peter raul?"
