Not long after I discovered the Shawn shit he announced that he will go on tour again.
And he's coming here again.
I didn't know if I should be happy or sad.
Because I finally talked normal to Jake and things kinda work out.
So I went to the park with Boogie just chilling.
I maybe eat 7 ice creams.
Just to deal with the stress
Jake has a soccer game today and he asked me to come.
I didnt really had a choice because Leila was going because Dick
Rick*
Autocorrect.
Was in the team too and she didnt want to go alone.
But Britney was probably going to be there too.
And she hated me before but after the break up between Jake and her and
Now that Jake and I are talking she said she is planning my funeral.
And she isn't joking.
I should leave the country and move to Norway and begin a goat farm an maybe also change my name to Berta if she finds out I was talking to her 'daddy' or 'son' Shawn Mendes too.
So I sat there watching a game of soccer.
What I still don't get...
They are srs dogs trying to get the ball....
Really hot dogs.
Hot dogs *funny drum sound*
I saw Britney
ALARM
ALARM
CODE RED
CODE RED
I wanted to run away but I heard them talking about Peter- shawn i'm sorry
"I heard he is dating a girl" she said sounding like she already wanted to kill her.
"Yeah me to. She is probably a slut"
He is seeing someone?
Yeah she is a slut.
HANNA.
you are seeing someone else too remember
Ugh stop feeling jealous.
.....
I STILL FEEL JEALOUS. CAUSE YOUR SO SEXY BEAUTIFUL
......
Stop singing you cant sing bitch.
"do you think they are talking about you?" leila whispered
Oh wait thats a good point maybe.
Did i call my self slut?
Maybe its someone else its bin a while sinds he was here.
"I dont think so" i said to her.
"Yah maybe not I mean you kinda told him you hated him"
"I did not say that i just said i didn't like his music thats all."
"And he thinks your ignoring him now because you dont have your phone anymore"
"I'm trying to watch a good game of soccer do you mind?"
"You know it's football right? Not soccer"
Fuck this shit i'm out
I'm sorry I just wanted to share that with you guys.
So i I left not really givin a shit about soccer or football or whatever.
Leila is fine being alone
I just cant pretend i'm happy for Jake when he makes a goal if I dont really know if it's a goal he was making.
Instead of watching the game i went to watch frozen with my brother and boogie.
Jake: where are you? 😫
Me: home💩
Jake: why?
Me: I'm really tired and i'm studying for that math test
Jake: what is studying?
Me: getting good grades you should try it sometime.
Someone was at the door so I got up and openend it "i'm going to help you study" Jake said standing there with a pizza in his hand "is that pizza for me?" "Yes yes it is" "come in"
We went upstairs 'studying' all we did was eat pizza and maybe kiss...
"Hanna can we like get officieel because i really like you" he smiled
"I heard my brother scream" so as fast as I could I run downstairs.
Not because he screamed
Because I didn't know what to say to Jake
Don't blame me oke.
All my high school years I wanted him so bad but know there is someone else who is a incredible asshole for lying but also so sweet.
And in all the years the years that I looked at Jake from a distance I know he kisses every hot girl who walks by taken or single.
"Hanna" Jake followed me.
My brother was sleeping on the couch so i was fucked
"I know why you walk away" he said standing next to me "you do?!"
He know about the shawn thing?
"Yes I know you heard that I cheat and shit like that but that was a different me I swear I changed"
Oh thats also a reason I walked away...
"Yeay..." I said
"Please give me a change"
What are you doing Hanna? My brain asked
that shawn dude isnt coming back for you
And you have bin waiting for this for so long.
My brain was right.
Yes i said it
My brain has a point.
"Okay okay" i smiled
"Yes!" He spinned me around and kissed me.
I laughed "now go home before my dad kicks your ass when he gets home and sees a boy after midnight" he kissed my forehead "bye"
I let myself fall next to my brother who was sleeping "why is life finally finally what I want but still not good?"
Boogie liked me "yes I love you to boy" I pet him.
Why can't I marry my dog...
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his name is peter raul - Shawn Mendes
Fiksi Penggemarall you need is a guitar, a park, a dog who hates guitars and a awkward girl who hates his music and a famous boy who is scared that she doesn't like her. "i'm...... peter? peter raul?"
