[CastawayJoshler wrote this ;-D bless]
tyler sat on his twin size mattress tapping his foot in the musty room. it smelt like a basement; an old musty smell. he hummed quietly to rid the silence that was haunting him. he hated silence. for normal people, silence was a thing of great value; something you'd long for. tyler , however, was far from normal. in the silence he experienced, he over thought a lot. his inner demon, blurryface, reminded him how useless he was. he heated blurryface, he always screamed at him and refused to leave. tyler never was what you would call..."normal". he was always different; always thinking. he hated being locking in the dingy, dismal room he was assigned at the 'mental rehabilitation center'. he was admitted and sent to Pilotsview Clinic after he tried to kill himself for the second time in two weeks.
tyler hated himself.
he seen himself as a disgusting waste of space. people told him differently all the time and told him to "love himself", but how can you love something you don't believe is worth loving? he never understood why people couldn't see he just couldn't love himself. he didn't want pity, he didn't want anything to but to be gone. tyler had a cell to himself because he was labeled a danger to himself and others after an incident at the institution, but honestly, tyler had already known that. he never meant to hurt anybody. but when blurry took over, everything went black.
tyler hated himself.
he sighed as the door opened and Mark, his assigned nurse, came in with a tray.
"here's your food," he said, sitting it on tyler's bedside table, near the black notebook nobody dared to touch. tyler gave a small smile, but watched mark intently.
"so, how's the wife?" tyler asks as he saw mark's face light up like Christmas lights.
"she and the baby are doing amazing. she should have little navaeh raye soon," he said, still smiling widely. tyler slapped his back in a friendly manner, returning the same bright grin mark was sporting.
"that's amazing man, congrats." tyler was truly happy for mark. he wished he could find someone to be happy with, but tyler was too messed up for somebody, anybody, to love him.
"oh, that reminds me. since my wife is on maternity leave until she has the baby, I have to also take fraternity leave; just a little vacation you know? but anyway, you have been assigned to a new nurse. he's new, but really nice. I swear, he's the nicest guy I've even met...you'll like him. his name's josh, and he starts tomorrow."
tyler just nods and watches as mark leaves. when the door shuts and the dim lights and white walls are the only things he can look at, he lays back against his bed and sighs. the new guy is in for a surprise when he meets me, tyler thought, and if he meets blurryface, his whole life could be changed...
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ok so I'm v v v excited to be collabing with CastawayJoshler because honestly she's the best person ever and she writes amazing shit so if you haven't gone to her profile do it now because it's a whirlwind over there. every time she writes a chapter, i'll be sure to credit her at the beginning and end of them. ♥ she's such an amazing writer, seriously go follow her
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døg/rabbit~~tysh/jøshler fic
Fanfiction..:.collab with @nightskytyler you should check her out her stories are hella rad.:.. COMPLETED: September 25, 2016; Sunday 12:13 am. [first completed story on wattpad and hella proud of it]
