Chapter 21

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"So.. Uh.. Do you like Austin?" I asked her. She put her phone away.

"He's really funny, and he's an amazing singer." She said.

"Would you leave me for him?"

She stopped. The snow was falling everywhere around us. She frowned at me.

"Why would I do that?"

"I'm terrified." I told her.

She came to hug me, but my sadness and anger took control of me.

"Don't touch me."

She looked at me weirdly. She began backing away slowly.

"I hate myself, Jaida. I hate myself so much, words can't explain. Everyday, I wake up and wish I never did wake up. Everyday, I wish to have someone else's life. Your so beautiful. You don't deserve me. Austin is so much better than me. He'll come into our lives and fuckin' steal you away!"

She came closer to me.

"Why would you hate yourself?" She asked.

"Everyone hates me. I walk down the street and parents tell their kids to come inside. The whole town knows me. They all are afraid of me. They know my dad is a druggie and my mom left. I went to school with bruises from dad. I told everyone they were football scratches. I do drugs. I've committed too many crimes to count. I want to die. I just sit in a room with people that probably could care less if I was gone. It's like your the only one who cares."

She was hugging me. I would kiss her but I would have to bend down. A tear escaped my eye.

/austin mahones pov/

I met some awesome guys today. I was at the Nike shop, but a crowd of girls blocked the entrance. Some boys walked up to me. They told me that I should come with them to get away from the crowd of fans. Once we got to Zach's house, I saw the most beautiful girl in the world. Her name was Jaida. She had gorgeous long hair, and dimples. She could smile at you and your day would be made. I had to make her mine. The boys told me a lot about Red, and I told them about myself. Red was a scary guy. I was surprised he was a ladies man. He was tall, and very strong. He was wearing a long red sweatshirt, and had some very expensive looking shoes. He has a very serious look on his face, and he looked at Jaida a lot. He looked disgusted at me. I didn't know what I did. But anyways, I swear we looked alike. Except I was adorable, and he was a gangster. When Jaida and Red left, everyone was talking about the tension. I asked them if they think Red liked me.

"He thinks you're okay... But touch Jaida, and you're dead."

"Oh.. They're together?"

They all looked at each other.

"Yeah, I guess you could say that," Makayla said.

I needed to change that.

I got onto twitter and tried to talk to some fans. I saw that people were hashtagging "#StopAustinsDrugAddiction"

Funny. Mahomies always come up with the weirdest hashtags. Someone sent me a video. It looked like Red. He was throwing drugs all over the place, and the mahomies were crying.

"Austin... Stop..." The little girl cried.

That wasn't me. That was Carter. And the next time I see him, he's dead.

/jaidas pov/

Red's breakdown was the highlight of my day. That's all I could think about. His dad beat him. I wish I were there for him when he was younger. He's such a beautiful person, inside and out. Austin looked like Red. Except Austin was very colorful. Red was very broken and emotionless. Red was a little taller than Austin, and much stronger.

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