Poetry

Learn to Live

I don't try.

I can't fly.

I'm lost in my thoughts.

I have never really fought.

Not for friends or foes.

My feelings, no one knows.

I am blind.

My heart,

I cannot find.

I go through life every day.

Not caring,

And having nothing to say.

Ever since you left me alone.

It's like my heart went monotone.

It won't change its beat.

I am never complete.

I feel so cold.

I am so weak.

I can never be bold.

No one looks my way.

I want to go far away.

But I never take that chance.

I stay in a trance.

I'm dead.

I don't exist.

I just keep looking ahead.

Not seeing in the other direction.

Not looking back.

That's just the way I function.

But now I'm done with life.

I can no longer strive.

Not for anything.

Not for me or any other being.

Just hand me a knife and I'm gone.

I've been gone all my life.

As I said before,

I'm finished and done.

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...But I'm too scared.

Death is something I've always feared.

So what do I do now?

I cant live,

I don't know how.

I guess I'll have to try.

I will learn how to fly.

I will get people to look my way.

I have something to say.

Remeber there is no such thing as fearless.

It is called aimless.

And there is no such thing as fearful.

It is called not able.

Dying is easy,

Living is the hardest.

So do your best,

At living the fullest.