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"JESSICA!"

Chapter 27:

I woke up the next morning with the urge of having to go pee. I felt a heavy weight on me only making me wanna pee more. I opened my eyes and came face to face with Cameron Dallas. It was still dark in the room. I looked at the clock and saw that it was 3 in the morning. What the hell I thought to myself I just shrugged it off

I love to see him while he was asleep. But he hurt you.

If I wasn't mad at him I'd be kissing him up and down his jaw line how I have been doing for 2 weeks but after yesterday. I don't really want to be touched or touch something.

'Jessica you know for a fact you will chase for him might as well do it right now; forget what he has done to you just kiss him tell him everything is okay' my heart said. I would love to do that but I can't not only did he hurt me emotionally but physically too. Thoughts of yesterday flooded back to me and i started crying.

"Jessica are you okay?" Cameron's voice spoke. I just shook my head. Knowing that he can't see me but he can feel me move my head.

"Are you crying?" He asked me. He leaned over to the other side of the bed and turned on the lamp that only lid up part of the room.

"I can't help but think about yesterday everything you did to me everything you said to me" I cried.

"Jessica I know I'm sorry I don't know what came over me" he sighed. "I think I should just take you home where I know you can be safe" he said. A little part of me broke inside he wants me gone for real. I didn't say anything."But jessica I can't its difficult to let someone you love go and my gang, my family i cant risk them"

"Cameron I've never thought you'd treat me so bad, though; if you don't want to let me go then take sometime from me let me stay with one of the guys let me forgive you. we need a break from each other" I suggested. "I need a break from you too" I can tell anger was in the room there was tension and I can feel it. I got off the bed and went quickly to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me leaving a little crack open. I did my business then looked at myself in the mirror. I decided to wash my face.

As I was washing my face I felt someone's presence behind me. I looked up and it was Cameron. He looked very hot and sleepy.

'No jessica not now' I said to myself. I looked at him through the mirror and let out a small smile.

I turned around to face him. He put his hand on my cheek. I grabbed his arm and brought it down. I looked at him. "A break Cam" after that I went back in the room falling back asleep on the bed.

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"Yeah I'll drop her off there thanks though" I heard Cameron say to someone as I was done getting ready.

"Ready?" He said with no emotion.

"Yeah" I said back. I grabbed my stuff he grabbed his. We went down to check out and then out the hotel.  We walked to a car I've never seen before.

I placed my back of the trunk and he did the same. I got in the car everything was done in silence.

3 Days Later

My life is a mess. I'm currently back in Cali but I don't know where. I ended up living with Shawn. We live in a medium sized home. I don't know how long it's gonna take for Cameron to come back, changed. It could be a while for all I know. The more time the more i stand here waiting for my families warmth and kisses.

"Jessie!" I snapped my direction towards a little boy I looked confused.

"Whose this?" I asked Shawn.

"Its Aarons nephew, Greyson" he said I just nodded.

"Jessie?" He looked at Shawn but pointed at me. Shawn just nodded. Greyson walked into my room with a happy grin. I smiled looking at him for once I was smiling.

"Where's Aaron?" I asked.

"I'm right here duh" I got up from my bed and walked over to him saying hi. I looked at them and they looked like they were going to head some where.

"Are you guys going out?" I asked.

"Yeah we were going to tell you but I ended up having Greyson to babysit and I was like to Shawn is Jess gonna go and he said you didn't know anything about it so I was like hey baby sit him for a while?"he asked and I laughed.

"Yeah I don't mind when are you guys coming back?"

"Don't wait up on us" they said as they were walking out the door.

"Wait guys" I stopped them. "What if you know someone comes in?" I asked a little frightened.

"Don't worry you'll know what to do" Shawn smiled and I just nodded wondering what that meant. They closed the door before Shawn gave me a reassuring look.

"Jess?" I looked at the little boy he was tugging at my shorts.

"Yes?" I said going to his height.

"I'm hungry"

"Okay let's see do you want McDonalds?"

"McDonalds!!" He yelled excitedly.

"Okay let's go" I slipped on my shoes and grabbed Greysons car seat.

"Let's take the jeep" I feel so much safe in a big car than small. I haven't driven in 3 months let's see if I still got this. Last time I drove the guys decided to get drunk and I had to drive because I was sober.

I buckled up Greyson tightly put his door on child lock then got in the drivers seat.

"Don't tell uncle Aaron, okay?" I said

"Okay" he smiled and I laughed. I drove to the closet mcdonalds and got out and grabbed Grey. He was very excited.

"Grey don't let go of my hand promise?"

"Promise" he said in His perfect baby voice.

"Hi what can I get for you?" The cashier said to me. It was a guy he looked pretty... Handsome. He was eyeing at me. I just smiled.

"Grey what do you want?"

"Chicken nuggets" he said and I just laughed.

"Is he yours?" The cashier as as he put in the order.

"No sadly he's my friends just baby sitting him for the day" I smiled..

"Can I get you anything else." He mentioned.

"Can I have small fries, chocolate milk, medium soda and 2 mcchickens" I smiled wow I probably sounded fat.

"Yeah" he laughed. His laugh was amazing.

"Would that be all" I just nodded. "For here or to go?" He whispered 'to go' as if he didn't want me to go.

Before I was about to answer I turned around hearing my name. I know that voice from anywhere its honestly been too long.

I think I'm going to cry.

I heard grey say "here" I turned my attention back to the man.

"Yeah here"

"Your total is 20.89" I was going to pay but  a voice stopped me.

"Can you add on the order?" Soon he ordered and I stopped.

"Guys why is it always mcdonalds" I turned my attention towards the door.

I put my hand over my mouth.

"Oh my god"

"JESSICA!" he ran to me and I started crying.

"Where have you been" he said to me hugging me.

"Safe. how do you guys know each other?" I let a tear slip from my eyes.

"Don't cry its okay c'mon let's take you home" my eyes grew wide and I shook my head very fast.

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