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It breaks my heart to know that nothing will be the same
I hate it when i push people away
I can't even right this straight
My hands are shaking
They've been doing that lately
My hands shake
I can't write
I lose focus
I'm always pushing you away
You try to get to my wall
But if you try
The wall will move away the closer you come
If it's impossible to get to
Them it would also be insurmountable
I'm sorry for what I did
I truly am
But it is what I have to do
This may sound selfish
But it is for my own good
And probably yours too
I am sorry that I had broken out bond
I am sorry that we barely speak anymore
I know that it is all my fault
I am sorry that I always make promises that I can't keep
I give away false hope
Just know this
I am sorry for everything
I am sorry
You never should have tried again in the first place

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